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(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 2 dakikad\u0131r.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen sadece odamda yere uzan\u0131p g\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131rd\u0131m ve sesleri dinlerdim. Ben<\/p>\n\n\n\n
orda \u00f6ylece yatarken d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve hayat\u0131n hala devam etti\u011fini hissetmek huzur<\/p>\n\n\n\n
verirdi. Mutfaktan gelen t\u0131k\u0131rt\u0131lardan annemin yemek yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilirdim, bah\u00e7edeki<\/p>\n\n\n\n
g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcden babam\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlard\u0131m, yan odadan abimin kahkahalar\u0131n\u0131 duyup orda<\/p>\n\n\n\n
oldu\u011fundan emin olurdum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bunlar\u0131 bilmek d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00fczel hislerindendi. \u015eimdi bamba\u015fka bir odada yine yere<\/p>\n\n\n\n
uzanm\u0131\u015fken duyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu seslerin e\u015fli\u011finde \u00f6zlediklerimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Gidenleri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00f6zlemek; ge\u00e7en zaman\u0131, solan \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri, biten \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131, \u00f6len bal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, eski do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerini, o<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sonsuz yaz g\u00fcnlerine d\u00f6n\u00fcp herkesle beraber bah\u00e7ede b\u00fcy\u00fck sofralar kurmay\u0131, hatta sonra<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bula\u015f\u0131klardan \u015fik\u00e2yet etmeyi \u00f6zlemek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcnce, hayat\u0131m\u0131z \u00f6zlemekle ge\u00e7miyor mu zaten? Kar ya\u011fsa g\u00fcne\u015fi \u00f6zleriz, g\u00fcne\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a\u00e7sa g\u00f6lgeyi \u00f6zleriz; yaln\u0131zken kalabal\u0131klar\u0131, kalabal\u0131kta sakinli\u011fi arar\u0131z. Her an \u00f6zleyecek bir<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015feyler buluruz ve bir bakar\u0131z ki t\u00fcm hayat\u0131m\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u00f6zlemler m\u00fczesine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f veya ya\u015fanamam\u0131\u015f, \u00f6zlenen her an, her duygu o m\u00fczededir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sevdi\u011finiz insanlar, ilk a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131z, ilk evcil hayvan\u0131n\u0131z, ilk do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc pastan\u0131z,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131z, sonunu g\u00f6remeden uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z o g\u00fczel r\u00fcyalar, deniz kenar\u0131nda upuzun yaz<\/p>\n\n\n\n
geceleri… Ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zlemler m\u00fczesinde de size ait par\u00e7alar vard\u0131r. Bir g\u00fcn d\u00fcnyadan \u00e7ok<\/p>\n\n\n\n
uzaklara gitti\u011fimizde birilerinin m\u00fczelerinde ya\u015famaya devam edebiliriz. Ya\u015famak,<\/p>\n\n\n\n