(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 3 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Belki de karl\u0131 bir cumartesi sabah\u0131nda kald\u0131 sevincimiz; pencereden i\u00e7eri s\u00fcz\u00fclen o<\/p>\n\n\n\n
solgun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda, hen\u00fcz d\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 omuzlar\u0131m\u0131zda ta\u015f\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir zamanda\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kar\u0131n sessizli\u011finde yank\u0131lanan kahkahalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, soban\u0131n \u00fczerinde fokurdayan \u00e7ay\u0131n buhar\u0131nda<\/p>\n\n\n\n
b\u0131rakt\u0131k. Ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 alt\u0131ndayd\u0131k; s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam eldivenleri kap\u0131 e\u015fi\u011finde b\u0131rak\u0131p i\u00e7eri s\u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o k\u0131\u015f ak\u015famlar\u0131nda, buz tutmu\u015f camlar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki bu\u011fuda kald\u0131 ne\u015femiz. Biliyoruz ki<\/p>\n\n\n\n
hepimiz, bir zamanlar sevinmek i\u00e7in yaln\u0131zca ya\u011fan kar\u0131n yeterli oldu\u011fu g\u00fcnler vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra o karlar eridi, saks\u0131larda yolunu g\u00f6zledi\u011fimiz o menek\u015feler de a\u00e7t\u0131. Hat\u0131rlars\u0131n\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ki bir sabah, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc her zamankinden ba\u015fka parlad\u0131; y\u00fcce mavilikte s\u00fcz\u00fclen nice ku\u015flar<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00e7o\u011fald\u0131. Ku\u015flar\u0131n c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131na e\u015flik eden \u00e7ocuk kahkahalar\u0131, g\u00fcne\u015fin yeni yeni \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131 o ta\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
betonlara yay\u0131ld\u0131. Yorgun bir \u0131hlamur g\u00f6lgesinde \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumlayan teyzelerin huzuruna,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
tela\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7ocuk \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 s\u0131zard\u0131. \u0130\u015fte o an, d\u00fcnya tamamlan\u0131r; hayat, en saf haliyle orada<\/p>\n\n\n\n
yank\u0131lan\u0131rd\u0131. Belki de o hesaps\u0131z sevincimiz, \u0131l\u0131k bir nisan ikindisinde kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7ok ge\u00e7meden g\u00fcnler uzad\u0131; saatlerin esnedi\u011fi, g\u00fcne\u015fin bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc batmak bilmedi\u011fi o<\/p>\n\n\n\n
geni\u015f yaz tatilleri ba\u015flad\u0131. Nas\u0131l da giderdi birden bahar\u0131n \u0131l\u0131k r\u00fczgarlar\u0131\u2026 Yollara dikkatle<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bakt\u0131ysan\u0131z e\u011fer, s\u0131cakla kavrulan asfalt\u0131n erimi\u015f ziftleri \u00fczerinde bisikletimizin izleri vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yaz, sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00f6\u011fleden sonralar\u0131 bize ba\u011f\u0131\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. G\u00f6lgeler k\u0131sa, g\u00fcnler uzun; sokaklarsa<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bizimdi o saatlerde. Bir yandan s\u0131ca\u011fa yenik d\u00fc\u015fen dondurmam\u0131z parmaklar\u0131m\u0131zdan akar;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
di\u011fer yandan bir bardak su i\u00e7in kom\u015fular\u0131n sark\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sepete bakard\u0131k. Yorgun d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bedenimiz, terlemi\u015f aln\u0131m\u0131z, g\u00fcne\u015ften al al olmu\u015f yanaklar\u0131m\u0131z ve sokak kokan sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131zla<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ne\u015feli bir \u201cbiz\u201d vard\u0131k. Belki de en s\u0131cak sevin\u00e7lerimiz, bitmek bilmeyen g\u00fcnd\u00fczlerin<\/p>\n\n\n\n
g\u00fcne\u015ften sararm\u0131\u015f yaz ak\u015famlar\u0131nda kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra eyl\u00fcl\u00fcn bir g\u00fcn\u00fc, yaz\u0131n batmak bilmeyen g\u00fcne\u015fi, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden erken \u00e7ekilmeye<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ba\u015flad\u0131. O kavurucu s\u0131caktan bir nebze olsun korunmak i\u00e7in s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7\u0131nar altlar\u0131, yere<\/p>\n\n\n\n
d\u00fc\u015fen sararm\u0131\u015f yapraklarla dolup ta\u015ft\u0131. Sonunda, beklenen de\u011fi\u015fim usulca kap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sokaklar\u0131n bitmek bilmeyen \u00e7ocuk kahkahalar\u0131, yerini ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131kan yaprak<\/p>\n\n\n\n
h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131lar\u0131na ve t\u00fcylerimizi \u00fcrperten ak\u015fam\u00fczeri r\u00fczgar\u0131n\u0131n hafif u\u011fultusuna b\u0131rakt\u0131. Art\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sokak lambalar\u0131 erkenden yanar, annelerimizin bizi eve \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran sesleri o vedan\u0131n h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc<\/p>\n\n\n\n
r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131na kar\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Kim bilir; belki de en h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc sevincimiz, sararm\u0131\u015f birka\u00e7 yapra\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
aras\u0131nda, turuncu bir sokak lambas\u0131 alt\u0131nda kald\u0131.Ger\u00e7ek \u015fu ki t\u00fcm bunlar, buz tutmu\u015f camlar\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki o bu\u011fulu ne\u015feden, sokak<\/p>\n\n\n\n
lambalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda savrulan sararm\u0131\u015f yapraklara dek, bir zamanlar i\u00e7inde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o saf ve<\/p>\n\n\n\n
k\u0131r\u0131lgan mutlulu\u011fun par\u00e7alar\u0131yd\u0131. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7ti \u00fczerlerinden. B\u00fcy\u00fcmenin getirdi\u011fi o soluk<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sessizlik, bir zamanlar kahkahalar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sokaklara yay\u0131ld\u0131. \u015eimdi ise kal\u0131n bir alb\u00fcm<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131nda kald\u0131 o sokaklar; tozlu yapraklarda kald\u0131 \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumuz. Kimi zaman o<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kapa\u011f\u0131 aralad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, \u00e7ok eskiden kalma bir kar\u0131n sessizli\u011fi d\u00fc\u015fer avu\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131za yahut bir<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kahkaha yank\u0131lan\u0131r kulaklar\u0131m\u0131zda. B\u00f6ylece ne vakit b\u00fcy\u00fcmenin o keskin ayaz\u0131na yakalansa<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n ruhumuz, ince ince titrer y\u00fcre\u011fimiz ve hat\u0131ralardan \u00f6r\u00fclme bir battaniye misali gizleniriz o<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n sararm\u0131\u015f sayfalara.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Eda Demiral<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00f6rsel kayna\u011f\u0131, yapay zeka taraf\u0131ndan olu\u015fturulmu\u015ftur<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cB\u00f6ylece ne vakit b\u00fcy\u00fcmenin o keskin ayaz\u0131na yakalansa ruhumuz, ince ince titrer y\u00fcre\u011fimiz ve hat\u0131ralardan \u00f6r\u00fclme bir battaniye misali gizleniriz o sararm\u0131\u015f sayfalara.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6302,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n