{"id":63,"date":"2015-10-19T22:26:59","date_gmt":"2015-10-19T19:26:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=63"},"modified":"2015-10-19T22:26:59","modified_gmt":"2015-10-19T19:26:59","slug":"ankara","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/ankara","title":{"rendered":"anKARA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Ya\u015fayan bir \u00f6l\u00fcyd\u00fcm adeta. Kanlar i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015f bedenimle, hayk\u0131rmak istedi\u011fim korkumla, kalabal\u0131k i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcyen koca yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131mla birlikte sadece bir \u00f6l\u00fc.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>G\u00fczel bir sabaht\u0131 Ankara i\u00e7in. G\u00fcne\u015f t\u00fcm s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla iliklerime i\u015flerken akl\u0131mda ve kalbimde emek, bar\u0131\u015f, demokrasi kavramlar\u0131n\u0131n co\u015fkusu yank\u0131lan\u0131yordu.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00dcniversitede ki arkada\u015flarla tren gar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne geldi\u011fimizde heycan\u0131m\u0131z daha da katlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Farkl\u0131 \u015fehirlerden gelen y\u00fczlerce insanla tek y\u00fcrek olmak birlik ve beraberli\u011fin kudretini tekrar hat\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bize. T\u00fcrk\u00fcler s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, sohbetler ediyor, simitlerimizi payla\u015f\u0131yorduk, be\u015f dakika \u00f6nce tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z insanlarla. Kendime, bize, biz olmaya olan inanc\u0131m kat be kat artm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201c<strong>Ba\u015farabiliriz<\/strong>\u201d dedim b\u00fct\u00fcn inanc\u0131mla.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ta ki o an\u2019a kadar.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Her \u015fey bir anda anlam\u0131n\u0131 kaybetti. Tarifi m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmayan patlamalarla hayallerimizden uyand\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131k.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Patlaman\u0131n korkusuyla kendimi bir anda yere att\u0131m. Ellerim bedenimi kelep\u00e7elemi\u015fti adeta. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00a0 tek \u015fey <strong>Ya \u00f6l\u00fcrsem?<\/strong>di. O an\u2019a kadar \u00f6l\u00fcme hi\u00e7 \u00a0bu kadar\u00a0 yak\u0131n olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bir s\u00fcre kitlenmi\u015f bir \u015fekilde yerde yatt\u0131m. Saniyeler y\u0131llar gibi ge\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131. Bir dakikan\u0131n ne kadar uzun olabilece\u011fini o zaman anlad\u0131m. Kafam\u0131 ellerimin aras\u0131ndan \u00e7ekti\u011fimde, y\u00fczlerce insan\u0131n tela\u015f i\u00e7erisinde ko\u015fu\u015ftu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Kimileri ise par\u00e7alanm\u0131\u015f bedenler aras\u0131ndan babas\u0131n\u0131, evlad\u0131n\u0131, sevgilisini ar\u0131yordu.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Etraf\u0131ma bakarken ellerimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bir anda. Kan i\u00e7inde kalm\u0131\u015f olan ellerimi. Yoksa yoksa ben de mi \u00f6lecektim? Hay\u0131r. Olamaz. Ben \u00f6lmemeliyim. Annem! Annem mahvolur, tek evlad\u0131y\u0131m ben onun. Peki ya Eda? Sevgilime yapamazd\u0131m bunu.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcmle y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u00d6l\u00fcp \u00f6lmedi\u011fini bilmedi\u011fim bedenlerin aras\u0131ndan, \u00f6l\u00fcmden \u0137a\u00e7arcas\u0131na y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kendime geldi\u011fimde bir hastanenin dinlenme odas\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Ellerim de ki kanlar\u0131n yerini beyaz sarg\u0131 bezleri alm\u0131\u015f. Annem sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015farken, Eda benimle konu\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>O g\u00fcn ben \u00f6lmemi\u015ftim ama onlarca insan, y\u00fcreklerinde yanan <strong>BARI\u015e <\/strong>ate\u015fiyle birlikte \u00f6ld\u00fc.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em><strong>YAZAR: Ayb\u00fcke Y\u0131ld\u0131ran<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ya\u015fayan bir \u00f6l\u00fcyd\u00fcm adeta. 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