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(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 3 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6lgeler her daim \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n kenar\u0131na ili\u015fmi\u015f olu\u015fumlard\u0131. Karanl\u0131k say\u0131lmazlard\u0131, cesur<\/p>\n\n\n\n
de\u011fillerdi karanl\u0131k kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc olabilmek i\u00e7in, parlak veya ne\u015feli de de\u011fillerdi karde\u015fleri \u0131\u015f\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n
gibi olabilmek i\u00e7in. I\u015f\u0131k ve karanl\u0131k aras\u0131nda ortanca \u00e7ocuktu g\u00f6lge. Belki de bu y\u00fczdendi<\/p>\n\n\n\n
suskunlu\u011fun \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 kendine ev bellemesi. Belki de bu y\u00fczdendi karde\u015fi karanl\u0131ktan<\/p>\n\n\n\n
korkarken, zira karanl\u0131k girince ortama g\u00f6lge yaln\u0131zca \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n ili\u015fi\u011finde var olabilirdi, di\u011fer<\/p>\n\n\n\n
karde\u015fi \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n yan\u0131n\u0131, herhangi bir maddenin ard\u0131n\u0131 kendine mesken bellemesi. Bu y\u00fczden<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kendini olabildi\u011fince k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclt\u00fcrd\u00fc belki de g\u00f6lge. Hep birilerinin ard\u0131na saklan\u0131r, kendini hep<\/p>\n\n\n\n
g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz g\u00f6r\u00fcr, i\u015fe yaramaz oldu\u011funu hissettik\u00e7e k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclt\u00fcrd\u00fc kendini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oysa k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e yok olmuyor, yaln\u0131zca yer de\u011fi\u015ftiriyordu g\u00f6lge. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bu denli<\/p>\n\n\n\n
k\u0131s\u0131\u015f\u0131 ise davetti karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 devralmas\u0131 i\u00e7in karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kendisince. G\u00f6lge kendini geri<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00e7ektik\u00e7e ileri ad\u0131m att\u0131 karanl\u0131k, g\u00f6lge ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fdik\u00e7e karanl\u0131k kald\u0131rd\u0131, g\u00f6lge sesini k\u0131st\u0131k\u00e7a<\/p>\n\n\n\n
karanl\u0131k kahkahalarla donatt\u0131 etraf\u0131. Kap\u0131 e\u015fiklerinden s\u0131zd\u0131 zamanla karanl\u0131k, duvarlara sindi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
g\u00f6lgeyi alt\u0131na alarak kald\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131kla ba\u015f ba\u015fa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u015f\u0131k ilk kez karanl\u0131kla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kal\u0131nca fark etti g\u00f6lgenin eksikli\u011fini. Arkas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen<\/p>\n\n\n\n
sil\u00fceti g\u00f6rmeyince \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da yabanc\u0131la\u015ft\u0131 kendine. Zira g\u00f6lge yaln\u0131zca karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fil;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
hakikatin yegane tan\u0131\u011f\u0131yd\u0131. Tan\u0131k \u00e7ekildik\u00e7e hakikat savunmas\u0131z kald\u0131, hakikat savunmas\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n
kald\u0131k\u00e7a karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u015fi kolayla\u015ft\u0131. Direnecek her \u015feyi, herkesi y\u0131karak ilerledi karanl\u0131k; en<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nihayetinde \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 da hapsetti kendine. Zamanla \u0131\u015f\u0131k da yasak bir hat\u0131raya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n\n\n\n
esaretinde; g\u00f6lge ise yar\u0131m bir hat\u0131ran\u0131n gerisinde, bo\u015flu\u011fun dibindeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u015fte o an, suskun g\u00f6lgelerin i\u00e7inden bir \u015fey y\u0131rt\u0131larak y\u00fckseldi. Bu bir ses de\u011fildi \u00f6nce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n