{"id":6149,"date":"2026-01-08T18:15:01","date_gmt":"2026-01-08T15:15:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=6149"},"modified":"2026-01-08T18:15:01","modified_gmt":"2026-01-08T15:15:01","slug":"43-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/43-2","title":{"rendered":"43"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(<\/strong>Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir) <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hi\u00e7 okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim, bilmedi\u011fim bir yer sevilmek ve oldu\u011fum gibi sevmek. Bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6z bebeklerimi parlatmak suretiyle ruhuma dokundu\u011fu, parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131mdan sa\u00e7 tellerime kadar n\u00fcfuz eden, her ge\u00e7en g\u00fcn i\u00e7imde \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131ran bir b\u00fcy\u00fc bu. Her \u015feyden \u00f6te t\u00fcm bu  hayata kar\u015f\u0131 yan\u0131mda benimle beraber dimdik duran biri var. Ayn\u0131 hayata ayn\u0131 yerden, ayn\u0131 hislerle bak\u0131yoruz. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck nimetmi\u015f sevda. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fansm\u0131\u015f sevdalanmak. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Siyah ve beyazdan olu\u015ftu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m renkler \u015fimdi rengarenkler. G\u00fcne\u015f hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar k\u0131z\u0131l, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar mavi. Ayr\u0131ca mor falan da eskisi gibi gereksiz gelmiyor g\u00f6z\u00fcme. Aksine menek\u015feleri hat\u0131rlatacak kadar ne\u015felendiriyor beni. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u0131z \u015f\u0131mar\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcnlerde elimin gitti\u011fi pembe k\u0131yafetlerim var art\u0131k. Siyah ve beyazdan olu\u015ftu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m dolab\u0131m da ruhum gibi \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7\u0131yor. Yaln\u0131zca nota ve sat\u0131rlardan olu\u015ftu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fark\u0131lar, \u015fimdilerde ya sevdam\u0131 k\u00f6r\u00fckl\u00fcyor ya da  hasretimi kavuruyorlar. Ba\u011f\u0131rarak s\u00f6ylememe gerek yok ayr\u0131ca onlar\u0131, f\u0131s\u0131ldasam da duyuluyorum art\u0131k. \u015eark\u0131lardan \u00f6te bir kemanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m ve sevda her telime bir bir dokunuyormu\u015f gibi her notam\u0131 biliyor, her sat\u0131r\u0131 kendi elleriyle yaz\u0131yor gibi. Bu sevda bam telime itinayla dokunmuyor, basite indirgedi\u011fim t\u00fcm bu nota ve sat\u0131rlar\u0131 ruhumun ihtiyac\u0131 olan dilden i\u00e7ime i\u015fliyor gibi. Denizleri, dalgalar\u0131n\u0131 ve neden s\u00fcrekli k\u0131y\u0131ya vurduklar\u0131n\u0131 daha iyi anl\u0131yorum art\u0131k. Ben de bir deniz kadar mayho\u015f, dalga kadar avareyim \u015fimdilerde. Her yoruldu\u011fumda vurdu\u011fum bir k\u0131y\u0131m, tuzundan mayho\u015f oldu\u011fum bir sevdam var. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck nimetmi\u015f insan\u0131n vuraca\u011f\u0131 bir k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n olmas\u0131. Ne b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fansm\u0131\u015f k\u0131y\u0131ya vurabilmek ve sevdan\u0131n tuzunda marine edilebilmek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Durmadan kanayaca\u011f\u0131na ve kimsesiz oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaralar\u0131m \u015fimdi yava\u015f yava\u015f kapan\u0131yor. Sak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her bir kusurumdan \u00f6pen sevda, ruhuma pamuk ipli\u011fi gibi sar\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/strong> Ve bu pamuk ipli\u011fi her bir yarama merhem oluyor. Tuz basm\u0131yor, yaraband\u0131 olmuyor; mayas\u0131ndand\u0131r ki sevda \u015fifa oluyor.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ekmek bir tohumu topra\u011fa ve ye\u015fermesini beklemek gibi<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Me\u015frula\u015ft\u0131rmak hasreti ve beklemek \u00f6lmektir diri diri. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130lk g\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi sevmek seni, her g\u00fcn daha da ye\u015fermek <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nefes almak gibi, do\u011fmak ve \u00f6lmek aras\u0131nda bir yerde nefes almak gibi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                                                                                                Eslem Uyar<\/p>\n\n\n\n

                                                                                                 Bu foto\u011fraf \u015fahs\u0131m <\/p>\n\n\n\n

  taraf\u0131ndan \u00e7ekilmi\u015ftir. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

‘Durmadan kanayaca\u011f\u0131na ve kimsesiz oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaralar\u0131m \u015fimdi yava\u015f yava\u015f kapan\u0131yor. Sak\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve saklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her bir kusurumdan \u00f6pen sevda, ruhuma pamuk ipli\u011fi gibi sar\u0131l\u0131yor.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6150,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n43 | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/43-2\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"43 | Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta 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