(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen hayat, iki farkl\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ayn\u0131 topra\u011fa b\u0131rak\u0131r.\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n O g\u00fcn, sal\u0131ncaklar\u0131 pas tutmu\u015f eski park\u0131n ortas\u0131nda, y\u0131llar\u0131n yorgunlu\u011funu ta\u015f\u0131yan bir banka oturmu\u015f ya\u015fl\u0131 adamla, dizlerinin \u00fczerine \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f, bir ihtimal can\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015f gibi duran ufakl\u0131k tam da b\u00f6yle bir kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fman\u0131n sessiz tan\u0131klar\u0131yd\u0131. Sakin bir cumartesi sabah\u0131, havada hafif bir esinti vard\u0131. Kas\u0131m yapraklar\u0131 yerde ince bir h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131yor ve \u00e7ocu\u011fun titreyen i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015flerine hafif\u00e7e e\u015flik ediyordu. \u0130kisinin de bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 yere d\u00f6n\u00fckt\u00fc; biri kaybetti\u011finin \u00e7ok uza\u011f\u0131nda, biri ise d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn hemen yan\u0131ndayd\u0131. O an, i\u00e7lerindeki f\u0131rt\u0131na, titrek bir g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131yla akmak \u00fczereydi topra\u011fa. Kimse fark etmedi ancak topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere olan bu iki damla, farkl\u0131 \u00f6m\u00fcrlerin ayn\u0131 k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yordu s\u0131rt\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rmad\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini, kayb\u0131n\u0131 sahiplenen topra\u011fa dikti; i\u00e7ine girercesine, \u201cBeni de al.\u201d dercesine, \u0131srarla bakt\u0131 topra\u011fa. Sanki ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rsa i\u00e7i par\u00e7alanacak ve etrafa da\u011f\u0131lacakt\u0131 biriktirdi\u011fi kederi. Bank\u0131n kenar\u0131na dayanm\u0131\u015f bastonu ise e\u015finin kayb\u0131ndan sonra onu ayakta tutan tek \u015feydi. Akl\u0131, so\u011fuk bir hastane koridoruna gidip geliyor; kap\u0131 araland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda omzuna \u00e7\u00f6ken a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n bastonunu b\u0131rakacak kadar uyu\u015ftu\u011funu hat\u0131rl\u0131yordu. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ancak durdurmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce, kas\u0131m\u0131n solgun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi s\u00fcrekli geri d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Ufakl\u0131k ise h\u00e2l\u00e2 dizlerinin \u00fczerindeydi. \u00d6ylece kalm\u0131\u015f; bir elini topraklanm\u0131\u015f \u015fekerine uzat\u0131yor, di\u011fer eliyle yana\u011f\u0131ndan s\u00fcz\u00fclmekte olan damlay\u0131 silmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u015eekerin topra\u011fa de\u011fdi\u011fi o anda eksilmi\u015f; sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 o k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015fle elinden kaym\u0131\u015f gibiydi. Belki ac\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc ancak a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc zay\u0131f omuzlar\u0131na. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kalbinde hen\u00fcz tan\u0131mlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir ac\u0131yd\u0131 bu. Parmak ucuyla \u015fekerini yoklamak istedi. Ne var ki \u00fczerine yap\u0131\u015fan toprak “Art\u0131k o, senin \u015fekerin de\u011fil.” der gibiydi. Ufakl\u0131k, \u00e7aresizce y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc buru\u015fturdu ve belki de ilk defa kaybetmenin tad\u0131n\u0131 toprakla kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir \u015fekerle ald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sonunda ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmesi ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz o an geldi. Ya\u015fl\u0131 adam, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 hafif\u00e7e kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve ufakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131na de\u011fdi g\u00f6zleri. \u0130kisinin de kirpiklerinde ayn\u0131 parlakl\u0131k as\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131; d\u00fc\u015fmeye haz\u0131r, tutunacak yeri kalmam\u0131\u015f bir damla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sessizce bakt\u0131lar birbirlerine. \u0130lk ve sonun bulu\u015fmas\u0131 gibiydi o an. Biri sonun a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, di\u011feriyse ilkin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 anlam\u0131\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Eda Demiral<\/p>\n\n\n\n G\u00f6rsel, yapay zek\u00e2 taraf\u0131ndan olu\u015fturulmu\u015ftur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" “Bazen hayat, iki farkl\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcn k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ayn\u0131 topra\u011fa b\u0131rak\u0131r.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6102,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n