(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u015f\u0131lmas\u0131 imk\u00e2ns\u0131z olan duvarlar\u0131na boyun e\u011fmeye raz\u0131 gelmek mi, labirent misali yollarda kaybolmaya al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir ruhun serzeni\u015fi mi, yoksa yaln\u0131zca k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck anlar\u0131n mucizesine inanma \u00e7abas\u0131 vermenin zarafeti mi? Zihninde yank\u0131lanan onlarca soru, cevap vermekten usan\u0131p kald\u0131r\u0131m kenar\u0131na sinmi\u015f bir beden… <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duvarlar\u0131m\u0131z her zaman esaretin yank\u0131s\u0131 olmak zorunda de\u011fil ki. \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne zeval gelmemesini arzulamak da hadsizli\u011fe duvar \u00f6rmeye y\u00f6nlendirir insan\u0131. S\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yla hareket etmek asil bir duru\u015fun eseridir aslen. Kendi m\u00fccadelesine sayg\u0131s\u0131 olanlar\u0131n yapabilece\u011fi cinstendir. B\u00f6ylesi davran\u0131\u015flar toplumda kabul g\u00f6rmeye pek de m\u00fcsait olmayabilir. Yarg\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tan kalabal\u0131klar i\u00e7inde sesini duyurma \u00e7abas\u0131 da kimi zaman anlams\u0131z bir m\u00fccadeleden \u00f6teye ge\u00e7mez. Tam bu esnada sessizli\u011fin ve duvarlar\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc kullanma zaman\u0131 gelmi\u015ftir. Ruhunuzun derinli\u011fini g\u00f6rmekten aciz insanlar\u0131n ele\u015ftirilerine kulak asmamay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmek de olgunlu\u011fun getirisidir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bizi en iyi kendimiz tan\u0131yoruz. Hayat\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc do\u011fdu\u011fumuz g\u00fcnden beri nas\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da yaln\u0131zca biz biliriz. \u0130nsanlara yans\u0131tmay\u0131 se\u00e7ti\u011fimiz \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcde haberdar olabilirler. En a\u00e7\u0131k oldu\u011fumuz ileti\u015fimler bile eksiktir asl\u0131nda. Kalbin neler \u00e7ekti\u011fini kelimeler bilmez, bazen en derin ac\u0131lar sessizlikle sar\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat\u0131n kendisi upuzun bir yolculuk. As\u0131l esaret, kendi ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n iplerine s\u0131k\u0131ca tutunmaktan korkmakt\u0131r. Ya\u015famak da var olabilmek de cesaret ister. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cesaret, kayboldu\u011fumuz anlarda kendi pusulam\u0131z olabilmektir; yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015f yerde \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ma \u00e7abas\u0131na tercih edebilmektir. Nas\u0131l anlayabilirim ki yanl\u0131\u015f yerde oldu\u011fumu? Kalp, rotas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7izerken ayn\u0131 zamanda bize f\u0131s\u0131ldamaktan kendini al\u0131koyamaz: \u201cBurada olmak istemiyorum; ruhum ac\u0131 i\u00e7inde. Anla\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hissediyorum\u2026 Yoksa as\u0131l yanl\u0131\u015f ben miyim?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kalbimin, yanl\u0131\u015f olan benim dedi\u011fi yerden ko\u015farak uzakla\u015ft\u0131m hep. \u0130\u00e7ten i\u00e7e hep biliyordum. Kendine, hayat\u0131ndakilere, t\u00fcm ya\u015fama umut sa\u00e7an bir kalp nas\u0131l olur da yanl\u0131\u015f olabilirdi? Yanl\u0131\u015f de\u011filiz; i\u015fin tuhaf yan\u0131 istesek de olamay\u0131z. Kalbimiz, ruhumuz o kadar e\u015fsiz ki! Herkes taraf\u0131ndan anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131p kabul g\u00f6rseydik, bu denli \u00f6zel kalplerimiz olmazd\u0131. S\u0131radan birine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fck. Derinlik beraberinde yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 getirir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6zdemir Asaf\u2019\u0131n \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim bir s\u00f6z\u00fc vard\u0131r, ki bahsi ge\u00e7en durumun \u00f6zeti niteli\u011finde: \u201c\u0130nsanlar, insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde insana hasret ya\u015farlar.\u201d \u0130nsan\u0131n kalbini anla\u015f\u0131lmaya hasret b\u0131rakan yerlerde zaman kaybetmesi de kendi vebaline girmesi demek de\u011fil midir?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Mucizelerle doldurabilece\u011fimiz bir ya\u015fama sahibiz; hatta mucizenin ta kendisiyiz. Sizin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan rahats\u0131z olan hi\u00e7bir yer g\u00fcvenli liman\u0131n\u0131z olamaz. Hayat\u0131n ini\u015fli \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fl\u0131 girdaplar\u0131nda hep beraber par\u0131ldamak ve biz diyebilmek, temiz bir kalbin yans\u0131mas\u0131d\u0131r. Dilerim ki hepimiz kalbimizin \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerlerde var olma cesaretine eri\u015febiliriz. <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Yazar: Melike Karaba\u015f\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0G\u00f6rsel kayna\u011f\u0131 yapay zek\u00e2 taraf\u0131ndan olu\u015fturulmu\u015ftur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00d6zdemir Asaf\u2019\u0131n \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fim bir s\u00f6z\u00fc vard\u0131r, ki bahsi ge\u00e7en durumun \u00f6zeti niteli\u011finde: \u201c\u0130nsanlar, insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde insana hasret ya\u015farlar.\u201d \u0130nsan\u0131n kalbini anla\u015f\u0131lmaya hasret b\u0131rakan yerlerde zaman kaybetmesi de kendi vebaline girmesi demek de\u011fil midir?”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":6082,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n