{"id":5461,"date":"2024-11-07T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2024-11-07T18:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=5461"},"modified":"2024-11-06T18:54:57","modified_gmt":"2024-11-06T15:54:57","slug":"eve-gidiyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/eve-gidiyorum","title":{"rendered":"Eve Gidiyorum"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><em>(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bug\u00fcn dolunay vard\u0131. G\u00fcne\u015f kadar parlak, a\u00e7\u0131k g\u00f6zleriyle beni izleyen ay; t\u00fcm ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 kucaklar gibi \u015fefkatliydi. Fakat, milyarlarca y\u0131l sonra bana ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu anda, bulutlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda kayboldu\u011funda bir \u00e7ocuk gibi sinirlendim. Metroyu bekledi\u011fim bu s\u0131rada, ona ay\u0131rabilecek sadece 5 dakikam vard\u0131. Bu, beni karma\u015faya s\u00fcr\u00fckleyen ve kalbimden ak\u0131tmad\u0131k\u00e7a i\u00e7imdeki kan\u0131 m\u00fcrekkeple buland\u0131ran d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi da\u011f\u0131tamad\u0131m. Sanki 5 dakika de\u011fil, milyar y\u0131l sonra gelen metroya bindim. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n aras\u0131na kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131m; i\u015ften bir ak\u015fam eve d\u00f6ner gibi sakin, sessiz nefeslerle ad\u0131mlar att\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bana bakan kimse akl\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6remezdi. Bu, bir l\u00fctuftan \u00e7ok ceza gibiydi. Hepimizin kendini a\u00e7\u0131k etmekten ka\u00e7arken bir noktada hislerini ifade etme iste\u011fiyle yan\u0131p tutu\u015ftu\u011fu ilgin\u00e7 bir yerdi bu d\u00fcnya. Ay, ne kadar g\u00fczel ve ne kadar uzakt\u0131 benden; dahil olmak istedi\u011fim her hayalim gibi. Cevaps\u0131z c\u00fcmlelerin hepsi huzursuz ediciydi, bunalt\u0131c\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inde bo\u011fuldu\u011fum sessizlikte benimle beraber herkesin delirdi\u011fine emindim. G\u00f6zlerimde yans\u0131yan, kim bilir, belki de orada oturan herkes kendinden o kadar uzak kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki sanki tek yapabildikleri s\u00fckutla etraf\u0131 izlemekti. Yeni do\u011fan bebeklerin a\u011flamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir hastanede oldu\u011fuma yemin edebilirdim o an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan ben de b\u00f6yle g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc hayal ettim. Nas\u0131l bu kadar sakin kalabilirdim, milyon y\u0131l ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f dolunay\u0131 g\u00f6ren g\u00f6zlerim varken? Metrodaki rutubet kokusunu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekebilirken\u2026 Kendimin de delirdi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Belki de metrolar, benim gibi insanlar\u0131n en \u00e7ok ba\u011f\u0131rmak istedi\u011fi yerlerdir; akmayan m\u00fcrekkebe bulanan renkli d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin sessizce duvarlardan s\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu metal be\u015fikler.<strong> Belki de bu y\u00fczden herkesin m\u00fcrekkebi biraz ters tutmas\u0131 gerekiyordur, kendine \u00e7izdi\u011fi s\u0131n\u0131rlardan \u00f6zg\u00fcr kalmak i\u00e7in \u00e7abalarken.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nereye neden gitti\u011fimi bilmiyorum ve buradaki kimsenin de ger\u00e7ekten bildi\u011fine inanam\u0131yorum. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda kayboluyorum ama asla onlara kar\u0131\u015fam\u0131yorum. Bu d\u00fcnyada nefes al\u0131yorum ama hi\u00e7bir yere ait olam\u0131yorum. Ele\u015ftiriyorum, fakat neyi ele\u015ftirdi\u011fimi art\u0131k ben de bilmiyorum. Yine de g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yorum ve ayakta durmak i\u00e7in hala hayallerimle ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark ediyorum.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ay\u2019a ait olmay\u0131 dilerdim, b\u00f6ylece milyar y\u0131l onu izlemeye zaman\u0131m olurdu. B\u00f6yle konu\u015ftum utanmazca; g\u00f6zlerimin olu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n da bir o kadar zaman ald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan haberim varken, Ay\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6ren g\u00f6zlerim de y\u0131ld\u0131zlardan geliyorken. Bug\u00fcn metroya binip eve gidiyorum; ama eve mi gidiyorum? Umar\u0131m gitti\u011fim yeri, umar\u0131m evimi bulabilirim. Umar\u0131m sen de bulabilirsin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ece \u015eevval Kamilo\u011flu<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p> <a href=\"https:\/\/pin.it\/j9XdzjI1j\">https:\/\/pin.it\/j9XdzjI1j<\/a>\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p> &#8220;Belki de bu y\u00fczden herkesin m\u00fcrekkebi biraz ters tutmas\u0131 gerekiyordur, kendine \u00e7izdi\u011fi s\u0131n\u0131rlardan \u00f6zg\u00fcr kalmak i\u00e7in \u00e7abalarken.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5462,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v21.0 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Eve Gidiyorum | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, 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