(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k iki dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Baz\u0131 anlar vard\u0131r ki insan\u0131n ruhuna i\u015fleyen derin izler b\u0131rak\u0131r; baz\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler, bir daha duyulmayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi gelir; baz\u0131 kaybolu\u015flar, sanki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonuymu\u015f gibi hissedilir ve baz\u0131 varolu\u015flar insan\u0131n kimli\u011fini \u015fekillendirir, ona anlam katar. Bu t\u00fcr anlar, ge\u00e7mi\u015fle \u015fu an aras\u0131ndaki g\u00f6r\u00fcnmez bir k\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerinde ad\u0131m ad\u0131m y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz o belirsiz yolda kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7\u0131kar. Ancak ne zaman ki bu anlara geri d\u00f6nmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131z, i\u015fte o zaman k\u00f6pr\u00fcn\u00fcn basamaklar\u0131 birer birer d\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flar; yolun sonuna ula\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131 engelleyen bu \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fc\u015f, bizi ge\u00e7mi\u015fin hat\u0131ralar\u0131ndan mahrum b\u0131rak\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ula\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z an\u0131lar, hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu cam par\u00e7alar\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp zihnimizin duvarlar\u0131n\u0131 kanat\u0131r. Bu duvarlardaki ge\u00e7mi\u015fin tablolar\u0131, belirsizli\u011fin renginden k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131ya boyan\u0131r. \u00c7aresizli\u011fin ac\u0131s\u0131, zehirli bir sarma\u015f\u0131k gibi ruhumuza yay\u0131l\u0131r ve \u015fu an denilen h\u00fccreye hapseder bedenimizi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her ad\u0131mda eski an\u0131lar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, ruhumuzu y\u0131prat\u0131rken bu an\u0131lardan ka\u00e7maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak yaln\u0131zca yeni yaralar a\u00e7ar. Dileklerimiz, hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n olu\u015fturdu\u011fu derin izler i\u00e7inde s\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131r ve i\u00e7sel bir sava\u015fla savrulur ancak insan, bu hapsolu\u015fun \u00f6tesinde bir umut \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 arar ve \u00e7o\u011fu zaman bu \u0131\u015f\u0131k \u00e7ok beklenmedik yerlerden gelir. Zay\u0131f g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, h\u00fccreye s\u0131zarken zihni ayd\u0131nlat\u0131r ve her \u015feyin sonunun gelmedi\u011fini g\u00f6sterir. Art\u0131k ge\u00e7mi\u015fe d\u00f6nemeyece\u011fini bilse de bu \u0131\u015f\u0131k ona huzur getirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin tablolar\u0131, art\u0131k karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n renklerinden ar\u0131narak umut ve huzurun sar\u0131 tonlar\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr. Bu de\u011fi\u015fim, ruhun yeniden do\u011fu\u015funun sembol\u00fcd\u00fcr ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck hissini getiren bir yenilenmedir. Zihindeki ac\u0131 verici an\u0131lar, nihayet ona ac\u0131m\u0131\u015f ve ruhuna panzehrini hediye etmi\u015ftir. Art\u0131k an\u0131lar\u0131n rehin ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015fi, bu ac\u0131 ve karma\u015fadan kurtularak yeni bir ba\u015flang\u0131ca ad\u0131m atma cesaretini bulur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n