{"id":5260,"date":"2024-07-18T14:33:33","date_gmt":"2024-07-18T11:33:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=5260"},"modified":"2024-07-18T14:33:49","modified_gmt":"2024-07-18T11:33:49","slug":"yersiz-yurtsuz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz","title":{"rendered":"Yersiz Yurtsuz"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 2 dk s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

\u201cBir m\u00fclteciyim \u015fu koca d\u00fcnyada, ne memleketim var bir insan y\u00fcre\u011finde ne kuvvetim var sevda \u00e7ekmeye. Savrulan bir karahindiba par\u00e7ac\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibiyim, biraz u\u00e7ar\u0131, biraz \u00fcretken, biraz da kimsesiz. Topluluktan ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir bi\u00e7are. D\u0131\u015flanmak denemez buna, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u015f bilin\u00e7li bir terk edi\u015fle. Ka\u00e7maktan yorulan y\u00fcre\u011fimi terk edi\u015fin ve yok say\u0131\u015f\u0131n kollar\u0131na teslim edi\u015fimin sonucu bu derin aidiyetsizlik. Kendim kovdum kendimi; s\u0131\u011famad\u0131m sahteli\u011fe, sevemedim mavili\u011fi, g\u00f6remedim ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Sildim g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u00e7ehremden, karanl\u0131k \u015fimdi g\u00f6zlerimdeki mana. Yaln\u0131z m\u0131y\u0131m, h\u00e2\u015fa! Bilin\u00e7li terk edi\u015f bendeki h\u00fclya. Ka\u00e7maktan yorulunca insan vazge\u00e7meyi \u00f6\u011freniyormu\u015f, vazge\u00e7ti\u011fimden beri terk ettim. Terk edi\u015fin so\u011fuk duvar\u0131na \u00e7arpt\u0131 \u00f6nce y\u00fcre\u011fim; \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc, \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nd\u0131 ama \u00fczerine bast\u0131 insan soyu. Ezdi ge\u00e7ti, masumiyeti, \u015fefkati; yok oldu merhamet, yok oldu sevgi. Ah soysuz insan soyu, vazge\u00e7tim senden! Ah karanl\u0131k d\u00fcnya topu, vazge\u00e7tim senden, vazge\u00e7tim hepinizden. Ne \u00fcst insan yalan\u0131na inan\u0131yorum art\u0131k ne de alt insan, insan\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na bile k\u00f6r\u00fcm art\u0131k.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Daha fazlas\u0131na dayanamad\u0131m, durdurdum filmi. Karamsarl\u0131\u011fa tahamm\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fcn kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fark ettim o anda. Yorulmu\u015ftum d\u00fcnya k\u00f6t\u00fc, insan k\u00f6t\u00fc n\u00e2r\u00e2lar\u0131 duymaktan. K\u00f6t\u00fc olan insan de\u011fildi ki \u201ck\u00f6t\u00fc insan\u201dd\u0131 k\u00f6t\u00fc olan. Hele ya\u015fam, en masumuydu bu hik\u00e2yenin. Ne su\u00e7u olabilirdi ki sonsuz mavilikteki bir seman\u0131n, yemye\u015fil k\u0131rlar\u0131n, umut kokan yar\u0131nlar\u0131n\u2026\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m pencere kirli de\u011fildi art\u0131k, g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ya\u015fam\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi. Zorluklar y\u0131km\u0131yordu beni, ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131klar yakm\u0131yordu can\u0131m\u0131; kendime sar\u0131lmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beri. Dost aram\u0131yordum etrafta, en b\u00fcy\u00fck dostumun ya\u015fam oldu\u011funu fark etti\u011fim g\u00fcnden beri. Ya\u015f\u0131yordum ya, maviliklere doyabiliyor, k\u0131rlarda co\u015fabiliyordum. Karanl\u0131k bile ayr\u0131 g\u00fczel, y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan beri. G\u00f6zlerim de\u011fil g\u00f6ren, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm. G\u00f6n\u00fcl g\u00f6z\u00fcmle seviyorum \u015fimdi ya\u015fam\u0131 ve affettim b\u00fct\u00fcn yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131. <\/span>Umrumda de\u011fil \u00fcst-insan, alt-insan; ben benden sorumluyum sadece.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ben hoyrat bir r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n savurdu\u011fu yana u\u00e7tum ve o g\u00fcn b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. Hoyrat can\u0131m\u0131 yakt\u0131 sand\u0131m me\u011fer g\u00fcl bah\u00e7esine savurmu\u015f ruhumu. Batan g\u00fcl\u00fcn dikeniymi\u015f, g\u00fcl\u00fcn sarho\u015f edici kokusunda sarho\u015f oldum, dikenine raz\u0131 geldi ruhum. \u015eimdi t\u00fcm bu dramatik, hayat dolu olmayan \u015feyler birer l\u00e2f\u00fcg\u00fczaf geliyor ruhuma. Kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m filmse ba\u015fka bir l\u00e2f\u00fcg\u00fczaf.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

*M\u00fczik \u00f6nerisi: Sertab Erener- \u0130nsan\u0131m Nihayetinde\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Yazar: \u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6rsel Kaynak: https:\/\/tr.pinterest.com\/pin\/4785143349778529\/<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Umrumda de\u011fil \u00fcst-insan, alt-insan; ben benden sorumluyum sadece.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":81,"featured_media":5261,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nYersiz Yurtsuz | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Yersiz Yurtsuz | Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" content=\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:site_name\" content=\"Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:publisher\" content=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/tpocg\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:published_time\" content=\"2024-07-18T11:33:33+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"article:modified_time\" content=\"2024-07-18T11:33:49+00:00\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:image\" content=\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/yersiz-yurtsuz-irem-tokyurek.jpg\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:width\" content=\"564\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:height\" content=\"846\" \/>\n\t<meta property=\"og:image:type\" content=\"image\/jpeg\" \/>\n<meta name=\"author\" content=\"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:card\" content=\"summary_large_image\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:creator\" content=\"@tpocg\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:site\" content=\"@tpocg\" \/>\n<meta name=\"twitter:label1\" content=\"Yazan:\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data1\" content=\"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:label2\" content=\"Tahmini okuma s\u00fcresi\" \/>\n\t<meta name=\"twitter:data2\" content=\"2 dakika\" \/>\n<script type=\"application\/ld+json\" class=\"yoast-schema-graph\">{\"@context\":\"https:\/\/schema.org\",\"@graph\":[{\"@type\":\"Article\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#article\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz\"},\"author\":{\"name\":\"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/person\/8c97847ab5cd7a6d006e53378ae0dfe9\"},\"headline\":\"Yersiz Yurtsuz\",\"datePublished\":\"2024-07-18T11:33:33+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2024-07-18T11:33:49+00:00\",\"mainEntityOfPage\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz\"},\"wordCount\":499,\"commentCount\":0,\"publisher\":{\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#organization\"},\"articleSection\":[\"Blog\",\"Denemeler\"],\"inLanguage\":\"tr\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"CommentAction\",\"name\":\"Comment\",\"target\":[\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#respond\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"WebPage\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz\",\"name\":\"Yersiz Yurtsuz | Ak\u0131l Defterim\",\"isPartOf\":{\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#website\"},\"datePublished\":\"2024-07-18T11:33:33+00:00\",\"dateModified\":\"2024-07-18T11:33:49+00:00\",\"description\":\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\",\"breadcrumb\":{\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#breadcrumb\"},\"inLanguage\":\"tr\",\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"ReadAction\",\"target\":[\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz\"]}]},{\"@type\":\"BreadcrumbList\",\"@id\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#breadcrumb\",\"itemListElement\":[{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":1,\"name\":\"Ana sayfa\",\"item\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\"},{\"@type\":\"ListItem\",\"position\":2,\"name\":\"Yersiz Yurtsuz\"}]},{\"@type\":\"WebSite\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#website\",\"url\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/\",\"name\":\"Ak\u0131l Defterim\",\"description\":\"Psikoloji \u00d6\u011frencilerinden Yaz\u0131lar\",\"publisher\":{\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#organization\"},\"potentialAction\":[{\"@type\":\"SearchAction\",\"target\":{\"@type\":\"EntryPoint\",\"urlTemplate\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?s={search_term_string}\"},\"query-input\":\"required name=search_term_string\"}],\"inLanguage\":\"tr\"},{\"@type\":\"Organization\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#organization\",\"name\":\"TP\u00d6\u00c7G\",\"url\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/\",\"logo\":{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"tr\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/logo\/image\/\",\"url\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/fav.jpg\",\"contentUrl\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/fav.jpg\",\"width\":72,\"height\":72,\"caption\":\"TP\u00d6\u00c7G\"},\"image\":{\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/logo\/image\/\"},\"sameAs\":[\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/tpocg\",\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/tpocg\",\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/tpocg\",\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/TPOCG\"]},{\"@type\":\"Person\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/person\/8c97847ab5cd7a6d006e53378ae0dfe9\",\"name\":\"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek\",\"image\":{\"@type\":\"ImageObject\",\"inLanguage\":\"tr\",\"@id\":\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/\",\"url\":\"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/5e9bf11378a738e736518694e1b871bb?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"contentUrl\":\"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/5e9bf11378a738e736518694e1b871bb?s=96&d=mm&r=g\",\"caption\":\"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek\"},\"url\":\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/author\/irem\"}]}<\/script>\n<!-- \/ Yoast SEO plugin. -->","yoast_head_json":{"title":"Yersiz Yurtsuz | Ak\u0131l Defterim","description":"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.","robots":{"index":"index","follow":"follow","max-snippet":"max-snippet:-1","max-image-preview":"max-image-preview:large","max-video-preview":"max-video-preview:-1"},"canonical":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz","og_locale":"tr_TR","og_type":"article","og_title":"Yersiz Yurtsuz | Ak\u0131l Defterim","og_description":"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.","og_url":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz","og_site_name":"Ak\u0131l Defterim","article_publisher":"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/tpocg","article_published_time":"2024-07-18T11:33:33+00:00","article_modified_time":"2024-07-18T11:33:49+00:00","og_image":[{"width":564,"height":846,"url":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/07\/yersiz-yurtsuz-irem-tokyurek.jpg","type":"image\/jpeg"}],"author":"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek","twitter_card":"summary_large_image","twitter_creator":"@tpocg","twitter_site":"@tpocg","twitter_misc":{"Yazan:":"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek","Tahmini okuma s\u00fcresi":"2 dakika"},"schema":{"@context":"https:\/\/schema.org","@graph":[{"@type":"Article","@id":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#article","isPartOf":{"@id":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz"},"author":{"name":"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek","@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/person\/8c97847ab5cd7a6d006e53378ae0dfe9"},"headline":"Yersiz Yurtsuz","datePublished":"2024-07-18T11:33:33+00:00","dateModified":"2024-07-18T11:33:49+00:00","mainEntityOfPage":{"@id":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz"},"wordCount":499,"commentCount":0,"publisher":{"@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#organization"},"articleSection":["Blog","Denemeler"],"inLanguage":"tr","potentialAction":[{"@type":"CommentAction","name":"Comment","target":["https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#respond"]}]},{"@type":"WebPage","@id":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz","url":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz","name":"Yersiz Yurtsuz | Ak\u0131l Defterim","isPartOf":{"@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#website"},"datePublished":"2024-07-18T11:33:33+00:00","dateModified":"2024-07-18T11:33:49+00:00","description":"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.","breadcrumb":{"@id":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#breadcrumb"},"inLanguage":"tr","potentialAction":[{"@type":"ReadAction","target":["https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz"]}]},{"@type":"BreadcrumbList","@id":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yersiz-yurtsuz#breadcrumb","itemListElement":[{"@type":"ListItem","position":1,"name":"Ana sayfa","item":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog"},{"@type":"ListItem","position":2,"name":"Yersiz Yurtsuz"}]},{"@type":"WebSite","@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#website","url":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/","name":"Ak\u0131l Defterim","description":"Psikoloji \u00d6\u011frencilerinden Yaz\u0131lar","publisher":{"@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#organization"},"potentialAction":[{"@type":"SearchAction","target":{"@type":"EntryPoint","urlTemplate":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?s={search_term_string}"},"query-input":"required name=search_term_string"}],"inLanguage":"tr"},{"@type":"Organization","@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#organization","name":"TP\u00d6\u00c7G","url":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/","logo":{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"tr","@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/logo\/image\/","url":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/fav.jpg","contentUrl":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/03\/fav.jpg","width":72,"height":72,"caption":"TP\u00d6\u00c7G"},"image":{"@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/logo\/image\/"},"sameAs":["https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/tpocg","https:\/\/twitter.com\/tpocg","https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/tpocg","https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/user\/TPOCG"]},{"@type":"Person","@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/person\/8c97847ab5cd7a6d006e53378ae0dfe9","name":"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek","image":{"@type":"ImageObject","inLanguage":"tr","@id":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/#\/schema\/person\/image\/","url":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/5e9bf11378a738e736518694e1b871bb?s=96&d=mm&r=g","contentUrl":"https:\/\/secure.gravatar.com\/avatar\/5e9bf11378a738e736518694e1b871bb?s=96&d=mm&r=g","caption":"\u0130rem Toky\u00fcrek"},"url":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/author\/irem"}]}},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5260"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/81"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5260"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5260\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5262,"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5260\/revisions\/5262"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5261"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5260"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5260"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5260"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}