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(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 4 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Su tanecikleri aln\u0131ndan g\u00f6z \u00e7ukurlar\u0131na oradan da k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck burnuna s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcp burnunun ucunda duruyorlard\u0131. \u00c7ok k\u0131sa s\u00fcren bir beklemenin ard\u0131ndan baz\u0131lar\u0131 beyaz lavabonun mermerine d\u00fc\u015ferken baz\u0131lar\u0131 da tutunmay\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrerek \u00fcst duda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131vr\u0131m\u0131na ilerliyordu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fckten beri her y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc y\u0131kay\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kendini su damlalar\u0131n\u0131n hareketlerini izlerken bulurdu. D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7ok derin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere dalm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnebilirdi fakat o an akl\u0131ndan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey ge\u00e7miyor, tek bir toz tanesi bile yerinden oynam\u0131yordu. Suyun berrakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ak\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ve teninin yans\u0131mas\u0131nda zihninin dinlendi\u011fini hissediyordu.<\/span> Suyun bo\u015f yere akmas\u0131n\u0131 daha fazla izlemek istemedi, muslu\u011fu kapatt\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceleri s\u0131n\u0131r tan\u0131maks\u0131z\u0131n her yerde, herkeste geziniyordu ama bedenini k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tuvaletten \u00e7\u0131karam\u0131yordu. Koridordaki telefondan y\u00fckselen m\u00fczi\u011fin ritmi kafas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde kazan varm\u0131\u015f da birisi tokmakla kazana vuruyormu\u015f gibi hissettiriyordu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Bir kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde s\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f gibiydi. E\u011fer hareket ederse cam gibi da\u011f\u0131lacakt\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cBulut ge\u00e7ti, g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 kald\u0131 \u00e7imende.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Kenarda as\u0131l\u0131 duran havluyu al\u0131p y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki fazla sular\u0131 kurulad\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00fcl rengi \u015farap i\u00e7ilmez mi b\u00f6yle g\u00fcnde.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Bu s\u00fcrede arkada devam eden \u015fark\u0131 zihninde ayn\u0131 bask\u0131ya devam ediyordu. Tuvaletten \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, d\u0131\u015f kap\u0131n\u0131n hemen yan\u0131nda duran dolab\u0131n \u00fczerindeki telefonu al\u0131p \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 durdurdu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Telefonun yan\u0131ndaki ka\u011f\u0131tlara g\u00f6z\u00fc ili\u015fti. Hastane \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131nda eline verdikleri faturayd\u0131. Sakatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belgeleyen, hayat\u0131n\u0131n geri kalan\u0131nda mesle\u011fini, sanat\u0131n\u0131 asla devam ettiremeyece\u011fini g\u00f6steren fatura\u2026 Elindeki telefon \u0131slak avu\u00e7lar\u0131nda kay\u0131p yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. E\u015f zamanl\u0131 olarak dizleri de k\u0131vr\u0131ld\u0131 ve usulca yere \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n, cam gibi da\u011f\u0131lma hissinin \u015fark\u0131dan kaynaklanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 o an i\u00e7inde, \u00e7ok derinlerinde bir yerde hissetti. M\u00fczi\u011fi kapatsa kalabal\u0131k susmuyor, a\u00e7sa da i\u00e7indeki bo\u015flu\u011fu doldurmuyordu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

So\u011fuk zemine uzand\u0131, dizlerini karn\u0131na \u00e7ekti ve kendine sar\u0131ld\u0131. Sar\u0131lacak onca insan olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen kendine sar\u0131lmak istedi. \u0130yile\u015fse de iyile\u015fmese de kendine sar\u0131lacakt\u0131 en sonunda. T\u00fcm felaketlerde hatta iyiliklerde bile. Yine kap\u0131 kapand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bu zemine hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla, yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f dans\u0131n\u0131n kapan\u0131\u015f\u0131 olarak dizlerini kendine \u00e7ekecek ve yine kendine sar\u0131lacakt\u0131.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n

Yazar: Z\u00fcleyha Y\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131m<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6rsel Kaynak: <\/span>https:\/\/pin.it\/6m3yU0rla<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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