\u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7inde arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hayaller t\u0131pk\u0131 cennet ve cehennem gibidir. Her kat\u0131nda ba\u011f, bah\u00e7e, azap \u00e7ukurlar\u0131, karanl\u0131klar ve ayd\u0131nl\u0131klar vard\u0131r. Cehennemine indik\u00e7e k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerinle y\u00fczle\u015firsin. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin azab\u0131 b\u0131rakmaz, bir g\u00f6lge gibi takip eder seni. S\u00f6ylenen yalanlar, ihanetler dikilir kar\u015f\u0131na. Bir zamanlar kalpten verilen s\u00f6zler hayalet gibi kar\u015f\u0131nda durur. \u0130\u015fte o vakit anlars\u0131n; her siyah\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir beyaz, her beyaz\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir siyah vard\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131n i\u00e7indeki cennet ve cehennem, karanl\u0131k ve ayd\u0131nl\u0131k; hangisini tercih edersen o kazan\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Karanl\u0131k asl\u0131nda ayd\u0131nl\u0131kt\u0131r. Geceyi b\u00f6len ses asl\u0131nda sessizliktir. \u0130nsan herkesi kendi gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki yoktur, kendi gibidir herkes. Fakat can\u0131 yand\u0131k\u00e7a y\u00fcre\u011finin her bir par\u00e7as\u0131nda insanlar art\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki insanlar olmaya ba\u015flar, kendi ve di\u011ferleri olarak. Kendinin ve di\u011ferlerinin d\u00fcnyalar\u0131 ayr\u0131d\u0131r art\u0131k. Baz\u0131 geceler i\u00e7ime beyaza d\u00fc\u015fen leke gibi \u015f\u00fcphe d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Ger\u00e7e\u011fin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 arad\u0131m her gece beni, benli\u011fimi ve de\u011ferlerimi sorgularken. Baz\u0131 ger\u00e7ekleri zaman unutturur, baz\u0131 ger\u00e7ekler ise zamanla ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar. Geceleri beni uyutmayan hakikat f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 bir deniz gibi ruhuma sapland\u0131, sapland\u0131k\u00e7a dibe bat\u0131rd\u0131. Karanl\u0131k deniz ve \u00e7ukurlarda kayboldum. Ne kadar ka\u00e7san da \u00e7aresi yok. Ger\u00e7ekler bir mum gibi yanar g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcn kafesinde.<\/p>\n
Bir zamanlar bildi\u011fim en b\u00fcy\u00fck ger\u00e7e\u011fi unuttum. Unutmak \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck yoksa b\u0131rakm\u0131yor kalbini, y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yolu, ge\u00e7ti\u011fin bah\u00e7eleri. Sisli bir gece yar\u0131s\u0131 evimden bir dalga co\u015ftu, k\u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ans\u0131z\u0131n Yusuf\u2019u kuyuya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yusuf\u2019un yana\u011f\u0131ndan gelen bir sel beni ald\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Kalbimden ate\u015fli bir a\u011f y\u00fckseldi ve sabr\u0131m\u0131n saman\u0131 yand\u0131, gitti. Gecenin sakinli\u011fine muhaf\u0131z olan sessizlik, hangi vakit g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc benim feryatlar\u0131m\u0131n hararetiyle yanacak? Karanl\u0131k \u00e7ukurlarda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m huzur benden ne kadar uzaks\u0131n? Hangi karanl\u0131k geceyi beklersin s\u0131rt\u0131ma han\u00e7eri saplamak i\u00e7in?<\/strong> Yazar: G\u00f6ktu\u011f Ak\u015fahin Karanl\u0131k \u00e7ukurlarda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m huzur benden ne kadar uzaks\u0131n? Hangi karanl\u0131k geceyi beklersin s\u0131rt\u0131ma han\u00e7eri saplamak i\u00e7in?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":5097,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n
\nDaha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim dumanl\u0131 doruklar\u0131n tepesinde g\u00fcne\u015ften haberi olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibi su tanelerinin, ger\u00e7eklerle kendime habersizli\u011fimi y\u00fcz\u00fcme vuracak \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz hayaletler.<\/p>\n
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