{"id":4976,"date":"2024-01-20T17:00:55","date_gmt":"2024-01-20T14:00:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=4976"},"modified":"2023-12-31T00:20:06","modified_gmt":"2023-12-30T21:20:06","slug":"yildizlarim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yildizlarim","title":{"rendered":"Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 2 dakikad\u0131r.)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n

Sonsuz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde s\u00fcz\u00fclen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocuktum. Kimim, kimsem yoktu ama y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m vard\u0131. Baz\u0131 geceler, kabuslar\u0131mdan a\u011flayarak uyan\u0131rd\u0131m ve o zamanlar sadece y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 seyrederek korkular\u0131m\u0131 unuturdum. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar benim evimdi, s\u0131\u011f\u0131nabilece\u011fim ve g\u00fcvenebilece\u011fim tek yerdi.<\/span><\/p>\n

Fakat \u00e7ok sonralar\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendim ki insan ac\u0131mas\u0131z olabiliyor ve sebepsiz yere kalp k\u0131rabiliyor. Halbuki o zamanlar, her \u015fey bir oyundan ibaretmi\u015f gibi gelirdi. Ne zaman a\u011flasam yumu\u015fak bir el y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc sarar ve ne zaman yere d\u00fc\u015fsem k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir el beni yerden kald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ama bir g\u00fcn uyand\u0131m ve bu oyunu bitirmek zorunda kald\u0131m. Bana y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 \u00f6\u011freten, onlar\u0131 ailem yapan ve o k\u0131r\u0131\u015f k\u0131r\u0131\u015f elleri ile beni d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yerden kald\u0131ran ki\u015fi art\u0131k yoktu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Uzun bir s\u00fcre sadece k\u0131zd\u0131m. Beni burada onsuz b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, beni \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ve en \u00e7ok da o g\u00fcvendi\u011fim y\u0131ld\u0131zlardan beni uzakla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in. Ondan sonra hi\u00e7bir y\u0131ld\u0131z bana g\u00fcven vermedi, hi\u00e7bir y\u0131ld\u0131z beni korumad\u0131 ve hi\u00e7bir y\u0131ld\u0131z parlamad\u0131 bana. A\u011flaya a\u011flaya uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131m o karanl\u0131k kabuslarda hi\u00e7bir y\u0131ld\u0131z par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131yla ayd\u0131nlatamad\u0131 beni. C\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l olan o \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumdan eser yoktu.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonra bir g\u00fcn, tam da bu karanl\u0131k g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fken bir grup y\u0131ld\u0131z g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7ok uzaklarda \u00f6ylesine parlak, \u00f6ylesine \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131lar ki kendimi alamad\u0131m bir s\u00fcre bakmaktan. O karanl\u0131k yerden ko\u015farcas\u0131na ka\u00e7t\u0131m ve arkama bile bakmad\u0131m. Sadece i\u00e7imdeki \u00e7ocuklu\u011fun elinden tutup gittim ve yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a fark ettim ki bunlar onlar bunlar benim y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m, bunlar benim ailem.<\/span><\/p>\n

Evet, yeni par\u0131lt\u0131lar eklenmi\u015f ve hepsi birbirinden farkl\u0131 ama bunlar onlar, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, hissetti\u011fim, g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ve par\u0131l par\u0131l g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc alan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m. B\u00fcy\u00fck bir sevin\u00e7le kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131lar beni ve eskiye dair her \u015feyi unutturdular bana. Evet, yine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm, yine a\u011flad\u0131m, ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemedi\u011fim g\u00fcnler oldu, korktu\u011fum kabuslar oldu ama o kilometrelerce uzak olan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m hep yan\u0131mda oldular.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ba\u015flarda k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131m o k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131k eller sanki bana tekrar bir el uzatm\u0131\u015f gibiydi. Belki de bu kadar bekledi\u011fim i\u00e7in bu kadar k\u0131ymetli oldular. Her biri \u00f6ylesine \u00f6zel, \u00f6ylesine g\u00fczel ki birinin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 az\u0131c\u0131k bile k\u0131s\u0131lsa onu tekrar par\u0131l par\u0131l parlatmak i\u00e7in yapamayaca\u011f\u0131m hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar ne ya\u015farsam ya\u015fay\u0131m benim yan\u0131mda olan ailem.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden kocaman bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcm ve her daim yan\u0131mda olan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m var benim.<\/strong> D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm zaman g\u00fc\u00e7 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m, beraber g\u00fcl\u00fcp beraber a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ailem var benim.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bundan y\u0131llar \u00f6nce bana, “Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 tekrar seveceksin ve yine ailen olacaklar.” denilse sadece g\u00fcler ge\u00e7erdim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ok uzun bir zaman kafam\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakacak bir g\u00fcvenim bile yoktu. Ama \u015fimdi, her an\u0131mda onlar benim yan\u0131mdalar. Evet bir g\u00fcn gelecek ve bu g\u00fczeller g\u00fczeli y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n da farkl\u0131 aileleri olacak, farkl\u0131 parlad\u0131klar\u0131 kimseler olacak ama ben bu g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc her zaman ve sonsuza dek parlamak \u00fczere kalbimde ta\u015f\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m. \u0130sterse en karanl\u0131k kabuslar gelsin benim kafam\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p bakabilece\u011fim ve ko\u015fulsuz g\u00fcvenebilece\u011fim y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m var.<\/span><\/p>\n

Yazar: Derin Akman<\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00f6rsel Kaynak:<\/span>https:\/\/pin.it\/1EUuXsO<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n

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\u0130\u015fte bu y\u00fczden kocaman bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcm ve her daim yan\u0131mda olan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m var benim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":4977,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nY\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yildizlarim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131m | Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin 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