{"id":4343,"date":"2022-12-17T19:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-12-17T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=4343"},"modified":"2022-12-17T18:38:41","modified_gmt":"2022-12-17T15:38:41","slug":"icimdeki-yabanci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/icimdeki-yabanci","title":{"rendered":"\u0130\u00e7imdeki Yabanc\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Merhaba i\u00e7imdeki yabanc\u0131,\u00a0 bu aralar \u00e7ok s\u0131k rastla\u015f\u0131r olduk. Nereye gitsem, nerede olsam benimleydin hep. Merak ediyorum, neden yabanc\u0131s\u0131n bana? \u0130\u00e7imdesin ama bir o kadar yabanc\u0131s\u0131n. Ben mi \u00f6tekile\u015ftirdim seni? Ben mi yabanc\u0131 ettim seni? Yapmazd\u0131m halbuki \u00f6yle \u015feyler, sana yabanc\u0131 dediysem kesin k\u0131r\u0131lmandan korkarcas\u0131na yakla\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. \u0130ncitmemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r seni. Sen \u00fcz\u00fclme diye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ama sen benim i\u00e7imdeysen en \u00e7ok seni k\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Seni ele\u015ftirmi\u015fimdir, yormu\u015fumdur. Herkese g\u00f6sterdi\u011fim \u015fefkatin k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131na muhta\u00e7 etmi\u015fimdir seni. Acaba b\u00f6yle yapa yapa m\u0131 kendime yabanc\u0131 oldum?  Benim eserim mi bu? Aynadaki \u00fczg\u00fcn k\u0131z ben miyim? Yaralar\u0131m el sall\u0131yor bana, kendimle sava\u015f\u0131rken olmu\u015f. Yabanc\u0131s\u0131n ama hissediyorsundur sen de. Ac\u0131yorum bu aralar, s\u0131z\u0131m s\u0131z\u0131m ac\u0131yorum. Her duygu bana yabanc\u0131 geliyor bu s\u0131ralar. Aram\u0131zda kals\u0131n ama ben korkuyorum, \u00e7ok korkuyorum. Kimseye s\u00f6yleme olur mu? Bug\u00fcn fark ettim seni biliyor musun? En \u00e7ok bug\u00fcn. Hissediyordum bir \u015feyler oldu\u011funu, ama bu kadar oldu\u011funu bilmiyordum. Bug\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131ma ge\u00e7ip ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131n bana, o an anlad\u0131m. Avaz\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kana kadar ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131n: <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u2018\u2019Ben \u00f6zledim, ben ac\u0131 \u00e7ekiyorum sen susturuyorsun beni. Ben \u00e7ok yoruldum. \u00d6zlemiyormu\u015fum gibi yapmaktan, mutluymu\u015f gibi yapmaktan. Yolunda de\u011fil hi\u00e7bir \u015fey. Bu sefer biz \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131k yoldan, bulam\u0131yoruz da yolumuzu, \u00f6ylece dolan\u0131yoruz. \u00c7abal\u0131yoruz ama olmuyor. Bu sefer bizi yola \u00e7ekecek insanlar da yok. Gitmi\u015f hepsi. Iss\u0131z bu yol, kimse ge\u00e7miyor. Biri ge\u00e7se, ah biri ge\u00e7se yolu tarif etse. Belki bulurduk. Bulurduk diyorum ama biz bu s\u0131ralar yolumuz, yol ay\u0131r\u0131m\u0131m\u0131z nerede onu bile bilmiyoruz, biliyor musun? Do\u011fru yolu bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken biraz seninle konu\u015fma f\u0131rsat\u0131m oldu. Ve neyi fark ettim biliyor musun? Biz yolu bulsak bile sonunda hangi eve, hangi ayr\u0131ma gidece\u011fiz bilmiyoruz. <\/em>Kaybolduk. Evimiz, yuvam\u0131z, yolumuz ve en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc dostumuz kim, bilmiyoruz<\/em> \u2018\u2019 <\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendimi o kadar susturmu\u015fum ki, ben bana yabanc\u0131 olmu\u015f. Acaba i\u00e7imde tarif edemedi\u011fim duygulard\u0131n da ben sana o y\u00fczden mi yabanc\u0131 dedim, \u00f6tekile\u015ftirdim. \u00d6z\u00fcr dilerim yabanc\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim ben. Herkese yak\u0131n kendime yabanc\u0131 oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim.\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazar: Aleyna G\u00f6kdemir\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rsel kaynak: https:\/\/www.pinterest.de\/pin\/813181276486750744\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kaybolduk. Evimiz, yuvam\u0131z, yolumuz ve en k\u00f6t\u00fcs\u00fc dostumuz kim, bilmiyoruz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":4344,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n\u0130\u00e7imdeki Yabanc\u0131 | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/icimdeki-yabanci\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"\u0130\u00e7imdeki Yabanc\u0131 | Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta 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