(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi 3 dakikad\u0131r)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Simsiyah g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131nda par\u0131lt\u0131yla parlayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e, yaln\u0131zl\u0131k vuruyor g\u00f6lgeme. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n nas\u0131l da kalabal\u0131k oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e, \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor g\u00f6zbebeklerime. Ve nas\u0131l da kalabal\u0131k g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde, nas\u0131l da yaln\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ak\u015fam oldu\u011funda kafas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7evirmiyor \u00e7o\u011fu insan. Muhte\u015fem karanl\u0131ktaki y\u0131ld\u0131zlar bilinmiyor. H\u00e2lbuki ne \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011frenilir y\u0131ld\u0131zlarda. Ne \u00e7ok m\u00e2na sakl\u0131d\u0131r par\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131nda. Bir y\u0131ld\u0131za her bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, farkl\u0131 hayallere dal\u0131p farkl\u0131 d\u00fcnyalara gitmeyi g\u00f6ze almak zordur. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc korkun\u00e7 gelir bu insana. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc nesillere ka\u00e7mak \u00f6\u011fretilir. Hani duygulardan ka\u00e7mak ve bast\u0131rmakla sava\u015fmak… Ard\u0131ndan d\u00fcnya i\u00e7in \u00e7abalamak de\u011fil de, kendiyle m\u00fccadele etmek kal\u0131r insana. Geceler hareketlendirilir ve ba\u015fa \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131 kolayla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r insan\u0131n kendisiyle. \u0130nsanlar konu\u015fmay\u0131 se\u00e7er ya, yery\u00fcz\u00fc g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcl\u00fcd\u00fcr. Dinlemek g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kal\u0131r. Ve sessizlik ona yara\u015f\u0131r bu y\u00fczden. Sessizli\u011fin yara\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden bir par\u00e7a olmal\u0131 insanda. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kadar kalabal\u0131k ve y\u0131ld\u0131zlar kadar yaln\u0131z. \u0130nsanlar da kalabal\u0131k ama yaln\u0131z de\u011fil. Susmay\u0131 beceremediklerinden sessizlik yara\u015fmad\u0131 kendilerine. Ka\u00e7may\u0131 \u00f6\u011frendiklerinden y\u00fcksek sesli geceler. Oysa y\u0131ld\u0131zlar gibi insanlar da bar\u0131nd\u0131rmal\u0131 yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7inde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsanlar i\u00e7lerinde bar\u0131nd\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131klar\u0131nda kalabal\u0131k, sevdikleriyle dolu laciverti g\u00f6rebilmeli. Yak\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131k\u00e7a o laciverti, kendine yakla\u015fabilmeli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bazen kalabal\u0131k laciverti yak\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p, y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131n i\u00e7indeki beyaza d\u00fc\u015fmeli insan. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar gibi sahiplenmeli yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Kendine yak\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a susacak, sustuk\u00e7a sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 duyacak ve b\u00f6ylece sessizli\u011fe yara\u015facak insan. Kendini tan\u0131mal\u0131 insan ve o kalabal\u0131k laciverte, di\u011fer y\u0131ld\u0131zlara d\u00f6nebilmeli tekrar tekrar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sessizli\u011fin yara\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 insan, kolay kolay yenilmiyor. Yenilgilerini fark ettik\u00e7e b\u00fcy\u00fck zaferler getiriyor. Sustuk\u00e7a, feryatla kopan \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 duyuyor. Sustuk\u00e7a daha \u00e7ok susmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011freniyor. Karanl\u0131k, karanl\u0131kla silinmiyor. Bu y\u00fczden karanl\u0131\u011fa ra\u011fmen ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011freniyor. Ve i\u015fte bitti bir gece daha\u2026 Her ak\u015fam yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, susmay\u0131 unutuyoruz bir kez daha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Geceyi zimmetlemi\u015fler h\u00fczn\u00fcn koynuna. Vurmu\u015flar duygular\u0131, g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fczl\u00fc\u011fe. \u0130nsanlarda prangaym\u0131\u015f hareketli geceler. Ve kodlanm\u0131\u015f ka\u00e7\u0131\u015flar zihinlere. Yoktanm\u0131\u015f asl\u0131nda geceler. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazar:<\/em> Berceste \u00d6zdemir<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cGeceyi zimmetlemi\u015fler h\u00fczn\u00fcn koynuna. Vurmu\u015flar duygular\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fczl\u00fc\u011fe. \u0130nsanlarda prangaym\u0131\u015f hareketli geceler. Ve kodlanm\u0131\u015f ka\u00e7\u0131\u015flar zihinlere. Yoktanm\u0131\u015f asl\u0131nda geceler.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":60,"featured_media":3451,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n