(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.) <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Birbirimizden uzakta yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sat\u0131rlar, yakla\u015f\u0131k bir y\u0131ld\u0131r bizi ayn\u0131 noktada birle\u015ftiriyor ama bu \u015fahane Blog Ekibi\u2019nde g\u00f6revimiz art\u0131k son buluyor. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr \u0131rma\u011f\u0131 h\u0131zla akarken durup harika deneyimler elde etmemi, h\u00fcrce yazmam\u0131 sa\u011flayan her k\u0131ymetli y\u00fcrek, say\u0131s\u0131z \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr sebebim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benim i\u00e7in sat\u0131rlar\u0131n yolculu\u011fu nas\u0131l ba\u015flad\u0131ysa, bundan sonra daha da \u015fevkle devam edecek \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc burada hayli \u015fey \u00f6\u011frendim ve ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k vagonuma, insan\u0131n en iyi dostunun kendi oldu\u011fu ger\u00e7e\u011fini ekledim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Burada yazd\u0131klar\u0131m; bazen ac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ayn\u0131 yanlar\u0131ndan \u00f6yk\u00fcler, ahenksizli\u011fin de inat\u00e7\u0131 sevgimin pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fen nesirler ya da farkl\u0131 alanlardaki fikirlerim oldu ve kim bilir hakk\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bilmedi\u011fim ka\u00e7 insan okudu. Bana \u015fifa olan c\u00fcmlelerim, belki de birilerine ‘yaln\u0131z de\u011filmi\u015fim’ rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 veren \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 tuttu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnya denen kalabal\u0131kta, sesindeki titremeden kalp k\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6recek kimseyi bulamayanlar ad\u0131na yazd\u0131k\u00e7a ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n hayatlar\u0131na daha fazla kulak vermeyi arzulad\u0131m, ruhumun duyduklar\u0131n\u0131 hissedip iyi-k\u00f6t\u00fc ne varsa b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fmeyi ama\u00e7 edindim. Gayemin cesareti, fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n ferahl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile g\u00fc\u00e7lendim. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonu\u00e7ta hangimizin korktu\u011funda s\u0131\u011f\u0131naca\u011f\u0131 limana, \u00e7ok zaman yutkunamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kederi serbest b\u0131rakacak fark edilmeye ihtiyac\u0131 yok? Veya anlatt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 samimiyetle dinleyecek, duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ne denli normal oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyecek dokunu\u015fa ? <\/p>\n\n\n\n
O dokunu\u015f tensel olmak zorunda de\u011fildir, illa ki g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmeyi, yan yana durmay\u0131 gerektirmez. Ben, bu temas\u0131n y\u00fcrekten ka\u011f\u0131da olan haline konuk oldum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dal\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fen hikayeler topra\u011f\u0131ma kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a anlad\u0131m, hepsi beni yans\u0131tan birer aynayd\u0131; i\u00e7imde katlayarak b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm her gizin d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmlerini \u00e7\u00f6ze \u00e7\u00f6ze g\u00f6zler \u00f6n\u00fcne serdi. M\u00fcrekkebimden s\u0131yr\u0131lan s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131, mutluluk, ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015filere “Bunlar ortak g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z, kahkahalar\u0131m\u0131z.” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131k\u00e7a, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ki\u015fileri g\u00f6n\u00fcl evimde gezinirken buldum. Sonra herkes kendindekini payla\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Birden harflerin sihriyle incinmi\u015flikleri sard\u0131k, sevin\u00e7leri \u00e7o\u011faltt\u0131k. K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn t\u00fcm g\u00fczellikleri g\u00f6lgelemeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde, kalabildi\u011fimiz kadar insan kald\u0131k. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yolculukta t\u00f6kezlemelerimiz olmu\u015f olabilir ama ben hep \u015funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm; Mozart, me\u015fhur eseri ’40. Senfoni’yi Viyana\u2019da ya\u015farken, ya\u015fant\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n en zor d\u00f6neminde ortaya \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f. Edvard Munch ‘\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k’ tablosunu tabiat\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissetti\u011finde olu\u015ftu\u011funu g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne yazm\u0131\u015f, resmi yaparken de yorgun ve hayli hastaym\u0131\u015f. Biz de ya\u015fam\u0131n yaralad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerleri yok saymadan, yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zda iyile\u015ftirdik. ‘\u0130stanbul K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131’ filminin bir repli\u011fi \u015f\u00f6yleydi, “Biliyor muydun, Japonya’da k\u0131r\u0131k seramikleri onar\u0131rken k\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6rtmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmazlar, tam tersine onu vurgulamak i\u00e7in k\u0131r\u0131k yeri alt\u0131nla doldurarak d\u00fczeltirler. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir \u015fey zarar g\u00f6rd\u00fcyse, bir \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc varsa bu daha g\u00fczel say\u0131l\u0131r.”.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Biti\u015fin h\u00fczn\u00fc ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz, yine de vedam\u0131z\u0131n yeni kalemlere ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 olmas\u0131 heyecan verici!<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00dcmit dolu anlara, an\u0131lara…<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yazar: B\u00fc\u015fra Ate\u015f<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" ”M\u00fcrekkebimden s\u0131yr\u0131lan s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131, mutluluk, ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015filere “Bunlar ortak g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z, kahkahalar\u0131m\u0131z.” diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131k\u00e7a, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ki\u015fileri g\u00f6n\u00fcl evimde gezinirken buldum.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":43,"featured_media":2638,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[745,744,94],"yoast_head":"\n