(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sabah uyand\u0131, zihninden i\u00e7eri bakt\u0131. Siyahlar\u0131 hapsetmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zorlan\u0131yordu, evrenin s\u0131rlar\u0131 kadar karmakar\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131 akl\u0131ndaki depolar. Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131, her ad\u0131m\u0131na bir soru s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131 Afitap. Sordu, cevab\u0131n\u0131 bulamad\u0131; aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yere bast\u0131. Bir bardak su doldurdu, hayattaki hi\u00e7bir \u015fey o bir yudum su kadar anlaml\u0131 gelmedi ona. D\u00f6nd\u00fc, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bast\u0131; sordu. Oturdu, sorular kesildi. Zihninden i\u00e7eri bakt\u0131 yine. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u015f\u0131kt\u0131, hayata a\u015f\u0131kt\u0131. Bir g\u00f6kku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kenara ittirdi, siyah\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Siyah\u0131 bilirdi Afitap. G\u00f6merdi ama geceleri uyan\u0131rd\u0131 mezarl\u0131ktaki y\u00fczlerce misafir. G\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, unutmak istemedi; d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n\u0131 unutursa siper almas\u0131na gerek kal\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131? Sordu, cevab\u0131n\u0131 buldu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Siyah bir kedisi oldu, Gece koydu ad\u0131n\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn kadeh kald\u0131rd\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcndeki geceye, seslendi: \u201cMezarl\u0131\u011fa hapsolmu\u015f y\u00fczlerce siyaha!\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yaln\u0131zd\u0131 kalesinde Afitap aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131 sordu; aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yere bast\u0131, sordu\u2026 Perdelerini indirdi zihninin, art\u0131k g\u00f6kku\u015faklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6remezdi. Karard\u0131. Karanl\u0131ktan korkar m\u0131yd\u0131? Cevab\u0131n\u0131 buldu; lanetlenmi\u015f t\u00fcm ruhlar yaln\u0131zken karanl\u0131ktan korkard\u0131. Ay\u0131rd\u0131 kendini k\u00f6\u015feye, siyah\u0131 bilirdi Afitap, yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bilirdi. Y\u00fczlerce misafirin uyanabildi\u011fi karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 beklerdi, korkmazd\u0131. Zihninden i\u00e7eri bakt\u0131, b\u00fct\u00fcn misafirler oradayd\u0131. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, Afitap g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u011finde dudaklar\u0131 yukar\u0131 k\u0131vr\u0131lmak yerine a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015ferdi sordu, ironik miydi? Cevab\u0131n\u0131 buldu, g\u00fcne\u015f ad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131mas\u0131 kadar ironikti. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zihninden i\u00e7eri bakt\u0131. Misafiriyle g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldi, korktu. Yer ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131ndan kayd\u0131, s\u0131ras\u0131yla duvarlar \u00e7atlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131, titredi, sars\u0131ld\u0131. Zihninin en do\u011fusundayd\u0131 Afitap; sordu, ad\u0131m atamad\u0131\u2026 I\u015f\u0131k do\u011fdu i\u00e7eri, y\u00fczlerce misafir aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131; sordular \u201cVakti geldi mi?\u201d Tek bir a\u011f\u0131zdan: \u201cVakti geldi mi?\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uyu\u015ftu, bat\u0131ya y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Misafiriyle g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldi; bakt\u0131. Vaktin geldi\u011fini anl\u0131yordu, sormaya gerek bile duymad\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc varolu\u015funun tarifiymi\u015f\u00e7esine biliyordu ki a\u015f\u0131kt\u0131 Afitap; izin ver daima zihninden i\u00e7eri baks\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazar: Simay \u00c7omak<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Siyah\u0131 bilirdi Afitap. G\u00f6merdi ama geceleri uyan\u0131rd\u0131 mezarl\u0131ktaki y\u00fczlerce misafir. G\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc, unutmak istemedi; d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131n\u0131 unutursa siper almas\u0131na gerek kal\u0131r m\u0131yd\u0131? Sordu, cevab\u0131n\u0131 buldu. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":47,"featured_media":2498,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,3],"tags":[715,482],"yoast_head":"\n