{"id":1850,"date":"2020-04-19T13:05:47","date_gmt":"2020-04-19T10:05:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=1850"},"modified":"2020-04-19T13:05:49","modified_gmt":"2020-04-19T10:05:49","slug":"aidiyet-yoksunlugu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/aidiyet-yoksunlugu","title":{"rendered":"A\u0130D\u0130YET YOKSUNLU\u011eU"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Anlams\u0131z do\u011fan her g\u00fcne\u015f i\u00e7in kaleme al\u0131yorum bu yaz\u0131m\u0131. Bo\u015flu\u011fa uyanan ve bo\u015flukta ya\u015fayanlar i\u00e7in. Ka\u00e7 g\u00fcne\u015fi daha anlams\u0131zca dikecektik g\u00f6\u011fe? Ka\u00e7 kere daha hi\u00e7li\u011fe ait olarak uyanacakt\u0131k? Karga\u015fan\u0131n i\u00e7inde kocaman sessizlikti bu hissetti\u011fim. Ya hi\u00e7 kimsesizdim ya da hi\u00e7bir yersiz. A\u00e7\u0131lan her kap\u0131dan yabanc\u0131 olarak i\u00e7eri girip oturdu\u011fum bu kanepede, sessizce ve kimsesizce seyre dald\u0131m. Akl\u0131mda f\u00fctursuzca dolanan sorulara cevap arayan g\u00f6zlerim, bitap d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp kapanmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Bu \u00e7an sesi devir teslimin habercisiydi, g\u00f6zlerim makam\u0131n\u0131 zihnime b\u0131rakmaya haz\u0131rd\u0131 ve ba\u015flad\u0131k. Ben mi farkl\u0131yd\u0131m? Onlar m\u0131 ayn\u0131yd\u0131? Bunca z\u0131t insan nas\u0131l b\u00f6yle ayn\u0131 olmay\u0131 ba\u015farabilmi\u015fti. \u0130\u015fte o herkesin i\u00e7inde hi\u00e7 kimsesiz oland\u0131m ben. Peki ya neydi beni kimsesiz k\u0131lan, d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde \u00e7alacak bir kap\u0131m\u0131n olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131 m\u0131yd\u0131?&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201c\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fc nas\u0131l t\u00fckettiysen burada, bu k\u00f6\u015fecikte,<\/em><em> <\/em><em>\u00f6yle t\u00fckettin demektir b\u00fct\u00fcn yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc de.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><\/em><em> &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; <\/em><a href=\"https:\/\/www.antoloji.com\/konstantinos-kavafis\/\"><em>Konstantinos Kavafis<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir tat alamadan \u0131s\u0131rd\u0131m elmay\u0131, hi\u00e7bir zevk alamadan sallad\u0131m sal\u0131nca\u011f\u0131 ve sindiremedim hi\u00e7bir kahkahay\u0131. B\u00f6yle t\u00fckettim b\u00fct\u00fcn yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc. Her \u015feye yabanc\u0131la\u015fmak, bu \u015fehre, bu insanlara ve sonunda hi\u00e7li\u011fe ait hissetmek.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcne\u015fin \u015favk\u0131 vuruyordu aralanmakta olan g\u00f6zlerime, elimde bir fenerle uyanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Oturdu\u011fum kanepeden do\u011frulup g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti elimde fenerle kendimi aramaya koyuldum. Kendimi ar\u0131yordum, hi\u00e7bir yere ait olamayan benli\u011fimi ar\u0131yordum. Hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck m\u00fc aidiyet yoksunlu\u011fumuzun kendimizi bulamay\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdan kaynakl\u0131 olabilece\u011fini? Hi\u00e7 arad\u0131k m\u0131 kendimizi? D\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda o kadar arad\u0131k ki kendimizi i\u00e7imize d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakmak akl\u0131m\u0131za gelmedi. \u0130\u00e7imize d\u00f6nsek ak\u0131p yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bulacakt\u0131 benli\u011fimiz. Karanl\u0131kta el feneri ile arad\u0131k kendimizi. Halbuki g\u00f6zlerimizi hi\u00e7 a\u00e7mam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k ki. G\u00f6zlerimi kapam\u0131\u015f i\u00e7imdeki okyanusu seyrederken akl\u0131ma bir soru tak\u0131ld\u0131; g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ger\u00e7ekten g\u00f6rebilecek miydim? Ne malum g\u00f6zlerimizi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, belki de a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 san\u0131yorduk. Peki ya g\u00f6zlerimizi k\u00f6rler \u00fclkesinde a\u00e7\u0131yorsak? Belki de bundand\u0131r g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti elimde fenerle kendimi aray\u0131\u015f\u0131m.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Aidiyet yoksunlu\u011fu ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00fcnyamda bulabilmi\u015f miydim kendimi? Bulabilmi\u015f veya bulamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, bunun ne \u00f6nemi var? \u00d6nemli olan uyan\u0131\u015f ve aray\u0131\u015ft\u0131. E\u011fer sen de elinde bir fenerle uyanmay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015f, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz vakti kendini aramaya koyulmu\u015fsan aidiyet yoksunlu\u011fu ya\u015fayan benli\u011fin akacak ve yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bulacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&nbsp;<\/em><em>Yazar: <\/em>Gizem Erdo\u011fan<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Anlams\u0131z do\u011fan her g\u00fcne\u015f i\u00e7in kaleme al\u0131yorum bu yaz\u0131m\u0131. Bo\u015flu\u011fa uyanan ve bo\u015flukta ya\u015fayanlar i\u00e7in. 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