{"id":769,"date":"2016-07-10T23:53:18","date_gmt":"2016-07-10T20:53:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=769"},"modified":"2016-07-11T07:49:41","modified_gmt":"2016-07-11T04:49:41","slug":"yasamin-kiyisinda-2-sis-perdesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yasamin-kiyisinda-2-sis-perdesi","title":{"rendered":"Ya\u015fam\u0131n K\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda &#8211; 2 (Sis Perdesi)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>\u201cCinayet t\u00fcm su\u00e7lar\u0131n bile\u015fiminden olu\u015fur. T\u00fcm su\u00e7lardan par\u00e7alar bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r ve her cinayette ba\u011flam\u0131n, zaman\u0131n hatta t\u00fcm insanlar\u0131n su\u00e7u vard\u0131r.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Bunlar\u0131 bir dersinde demi\u015fti ve pek de haks\u0131z \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bug\u00fcne kadar. Ne kadar sadece cinayetmi\u015f gibi g\u00f6z\u00fckse de vakalar, mutlaka i\u00e7lerinde ba\u015fka su\u00e7lara dair izler de ta\u015f\u0131rlar. En son ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 koku hakl\u0131 oldu\u011funu hissettirdi ona. Bu yolun, ne kadar tehlikeli de olsa do\u011fru oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yordu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc bir \u015fekilde.<\/p>\n<p>Gece yar\u0131s\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131rken Aksaray\u2019a do\u011fru yol ald\u0131. \u0130stanbul\u2019un merkezinin geceye ve sabaha g\u00f6re de\u011fi\u015fen yap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc ve havadaki su\u00e7 kokusunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Zorla \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan hayat kad\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fczlerindeki ifadelerini okuyabiliyordu. K\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015flar\u0131ndaki a\u011f\u0131r madde ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0131zla atan bayg\u0131n kalplerinin tad\u0131n\u0131 alabiliyordu. Ara sokaklardaki gasp edilen insanlar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 hissedebiliyordu. Bir ara soka\u011fa do\u011fru ilerledi ve yere at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kad\u0131n kol \u00e7antas\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bu \u00e7antadaki koku, gasp edilen bir \u00e7anta oldu\u011fu izlenimini onda uyand\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7anta i\u00e7inde yar\u0131s\u0131na kadar dolu bir pet \u015fi\u015fe g\u00f6rd\u00fc ve onu ald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zleriyle, elindeki bastonla ve da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k sa\u00e7lar\u0131yla yola dizilmi\u015f hayat kad\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 dahi korkutuyordu. O kad\u0131nlardan y\u00fcz\u00fcne en h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc ifade d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f olan\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131yordu.\u00a0 Zorla \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131 gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131na do\u011fru ilerledi. Kad\u0131n\u0131n kendisinden irkildi\u011fini fark etti. Hem de \u00fczerindeki \u015f\u0131k tak\u0131m elbiseyle elindeki \u00f6nl\u00fc\u011fe ra\u011fmen. Ve o zaman G.R.\u0130 akinetonu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. K\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015f\u0131ndaki tinercilerden fark\u0131n\u0131n pek kalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 izlenimi onda da olu\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kad\u0131nla konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda hem kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki utan\u00e7 ifadesi hem de \u00e7evredeki insanlar\u0131n onlar\u0131 s\u00fczen rahats\u0131z edici bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 G.R.\u0130\u2019nin y\u00fcre\u011fini sarst\u0131. Ya\u015fam\u0131n biraz k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131na itilen hayatlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek, uzun bir s\u00fcredir hi\u00e7 bu kadar a\u011f\u0131r gelmemi\u015fti ona. K\u0131sa bir pazarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131ndan G.R.\u0130, kad\u0131na istedi\u011fi paray\u0131 verdi ve kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 taksiye bindiler. Takside G.R.\u0130 belindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tabancay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131 ve t\u00fcm dikkatiyle taksiciyle kad\u0131n \u00fczerinde kontrol sa\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBenden korkman\u0131za gerek yok. Resmi g\u00f6revliyim. Han\u0131mefendi sizden parf\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc veya rujunuzu isteyece\u011fim.\u201d dedi ve sonra taksiciye d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Ukala ve so\u011fukkanl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde,<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSen o kadar kolay kurtulamayacaks\u0131n. Senden kan \u00f6rne\u011fi alaca\u011f\u0131m sonra beni Tarlaba\u015f\u0131\u2019na b\u0131rakacaks\u0131n. T\u00fcm bu pisliklerde sizin de pay\u0131n\u0131z b\u00fcy\u00fck, biliyorum. Hem burnuma senden pis kokular geliyor nedense. Senin bir ge\u00e7mi\u015fine, sab\u0131kana bakmak laz\u0131m bence.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Kad\u0131n\u0131 istedi\u011fi yere b\u0131rakt\u0131rd\u0131ktan sonra ona yard\u0131mc\u0131 olabilece\u011fini anlatt\u0131. Kad\u0131n umutsuz bir \u015fekilde ve birazc\u0131k korkuyla te\u015fekk\u00fcr etti. Taksiciyle de i\u015fi bittikten sonra \u00fczerindeki silah\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7 duygusuyla ve emin ad\u0131mlarla belki de d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en korkun\u00e7 yerlerinden birine gece saatlerinde tek ba\u015f\u0131na girdi.<\/p>\n<p>Tarlaba\u015f\u0131\u2019nda sa\u011fa sola at\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bali torbalar\u0131n\u0131, uyu\u015fturucu malzemelerini toplad\u0131ktan sonra dilinde garip bir tat belirdi. Arkas\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve onu gizlice takip eden ve muhtemelen gasp etmek isteyen gen\u00e7leri g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onlara silah\u0131n\u0131 do\u011frulttu ve eliyle sus i\u015fareti yapt\u0131. \u00c7ocuklar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcne alarak Tarlaba\u015f\u0131\u2019nda ufak bir tur yapt\u0131lar. Bir k\u00f6\u015fede y\u00fczlerce kullan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f prezervatife rastlad\u0131lar onlardan 3 par\u00e7a ald\u0131 ve Tarlaba\u015f\u0131\u2019ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Sonra Taksim\u2019den bir dolmu\u015fla Cerrahpa\u015fa\u2019ya ge\u00e7ti. Arabas\u0131yla t\u00fcm olay yerlerine tek tek u\u011frad\u0131. Her birinde akinetonla g\u00f6zleri kapal\u0131 bir \u015fekilde, zihninde cinayetleri canland\u0131rd\u0131. Olay yerlerinde cesetlerin ve katilin temas edebilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc her \u015feyden birer par\u00e7a ald\u0131. Gecenin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcne do\u011fru laboratuvara ula\u015ft\u0131. T\u00fcm par\u00e7alar\u0131 s\u0131v\u0131 halde birle\u015ftirerek bir boya yapt\u0131. Sonra akinetonun dozunu artt\u0131rd\u0131, bir sigara yakt\u0131 ve kendini uzun y\u0131llard\u0131r dokunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 f\u0131r\u00e7an\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na b\u0131rakarak resim \u00e7izmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. T\u00fcm par\u00e7alardan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 tan\u0131mlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kokuyu ve tad\u0131, \u00e7izdi\u011fi resimle anlamay\u0131 umuyordu. Resim bitti\u011finde geriye do\u011fru bir ad\u0131m att\u0131. \u00d6nce resme odakland\u0131 ve sonra g\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131. Katilin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tam g\u00f6remese de ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 koku ve tatla onu \u015fimdi anl\u0131yordu. Resimde \u00e7ocuk v\u00fccuduna sahip, yarasa kanatl\u0131, korkun\u00e7 ya\u015fl\u0131 y\u00fcze sahip bir canavar vard\u0131\u2026 Resim de kokuyu ve tad\u0131 onayl\u0131yordu\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Yorgun bir \u015fekilde koltu\u011fa uzand\u0131, topunu sektirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Sabah t\u00fcm dosyay\u0131 adliyedeki adama sunacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Adliyeye sekerek girdi\u011finde kendini yorgun bir kumandan gibi hissediyordu. \u015eimdi o tak\u0131m elbiseli adam\u0131 bulup her \u015feye yeniden ba\u015flayabilirdi. G\u00fcvenli\u011fi ge\u00e7tikten sonra \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7almaya ve elindeki topu sektirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Biraz ilerledikten sonra arkas\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131k bir sesin ona seslendi\u011fini hissetti. Bu sese do\u011fru y\u00f6neldi\u011finde donuk bir tepki verdi. Uzunca bir s\u00fcre; her zamanki gibi yorgun ama keskin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla donuk bir \u015fekilde bakt\u0131,tekrar \u00f6n\u00fcne d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve yoluna devam etti. Savc\u0131 pe\u015finden gelerek konu\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131 onunla. Dinlenmemeyi g\u00f6ze alarak konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKe\u015fke benimle olan ge\u00e7mi\u015fini yok sayarak bana bir yabanc\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi davransayd\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPardon ben de\u011fi\u015febilece\u011fini, farkl\u0131 bir insana b\u00fcr\u00fcnebilece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemezdim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDe\u011fi\u015fmeyen ne var ki \u015fu d\u00fcnyada? Kendine bak en basitinden. \u00dczerindeki ye\u015fil parkan\u0131n yerini bu siyah palto almad\u0131 m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r. Ben ayn\u0131 benim yine. Yine ayn\u0131 \u015feylere inan\u0131yorum. Yine ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Ye\u015fil parkam\u0131n yerini beyaz \u00f6nl\u00fck ald\u0131 sadece. \u015eimdi benle ne konu\u015facaks\u0131n bilemiyorum y\u0131llar sonra ama bunlar\u0131 konu\u015fmak istemiyorum art\u0131k. \u015eimdi odakland\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka \u015feyler var. &#8221; \u00a0Savc\u0131n\u0131n parma\u011f\u0131ndaki y\u00fcz\u00fc kastederek \u201c Anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla senin de ba\u015fka odakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015feyler var art\u0131k.\u201d dedi ve yoluna bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 daha da keskinle\u015ftirerek devam etti.<\/p>\n<p>Anlams\u0131zca ge\u00e7en onca zaman\u0131 ve koyu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizleyebilen keskin bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fmemi\u015fti hala. Zaman\u0131n sert kas\u0131rgalar\u0131na direnen g\u00f6zlerini de\u011fi\u015ftiremeyen zaman elbette her \u015feyi de\u011fi\u015ftirebilecek g\u00fcce sahip de\u011fildi. Bu yo\u011fun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere ara verip tekrar dosyaya odaklanmay\u0131 ba\u015farabildi ve nihayetinde o adama denk geldi. K\u0131sa bir sohbetin ard\u0131ndan dosyaya dair \u00e7\u00f6zebildiklerini o adama anlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKatil bir pervet. Onun neyi istedi\u011fini anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. O istedi\u011fi \u015fey i\u00e7in insanlar\u0131 objele\u015ftiriyordu. Kimi ve ka\u00e7 ki\u015fiyi \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc \u00f6nemli de\u011fil onun i\u00e7in. \u00d6nemli olan, istedi\u011fini almak\u2026 Belki biraz vicdan azab\u0131 \u00e7ekiyor ama yeteri kadar can\u0131 ac\u0131m\u0131yor. \u00c7ok s\u0131radan ve do\u011fal biri gibi g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00fcyordur eminim. Vicdan azab\u0131 \u00e7ekememek zaten \u015fuan ona azap \u00e7ektiriyordur. Bebek kokusuna, bebek sabunlar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6zel bir hassasiyeti var. \u00d6len yeti\u015fkin ki\u015filer de zaten bebek sahibiydi. Onlar\u0131 o koku i\u00e7in takip etti. Herhangi bir cinsel sald\u0131r\u0131da bulunmam\u0131\u015f ama kendisi bebek kokusuyla tahrik oluyor ve olay yeri yak\u0131n\u0131nda sperm \u00f6rne\u011fi buldum d\u00fcn gece. Siz olay yeri incelemeye kimleri g\u00f6nderiyorsunuz merak ediyorum a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131. \u015eimdi sizden bir anda \u00e7ok say\u0131da bebek \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc alan insanlar\u0131 takip etmenizi istiyorum. Bu \u015fekilde elimizdeki DNA\u2019larla uyu\u015fan birini bulabiliriz. Dedi\u011fim yerlerde cesede rastlad\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEvet iki yerde rastlad\u0131k. Bu sonu\u00e7lara nas\u0131l ula\u015ft\u0131n cidden merak ediyorum. \u00c7ok tuhaf bir empati yetene\u011fin var. Sence bunun kayna\u011f\u0131 ne?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBunun bedeli a\u011f\u0131r biraz. Ne kadar sosyalle\u015firsek insanlarla temas\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ok olursa o kadar empati yetilerimiz k\u00f6reliyor. Bunu korumak i\u00e7in zaten Rumelifeneri\u2019nde bir da\u011f evinde oturuyorum. Elimden geleni yapt\u0131m. Umar\u0131m sonu\u00e7lar tutarl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar. Benim biraz dinlenmem laz\u0131m, kendine iyi bak. S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc unutmad\u0131m\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cPeki\u201d dedi g\u00fclerek ve oradan ayr\u0131lan G.R.\u0130, laboratuvara geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Orada ak\u015fam\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6kmesini bekledi ve elindeki resimleri \u00e7o\u011falt\u0131p onlar\u0131 cesetlerin bulunduklar\u0131 yerlere b\u0131rakt\u0131. \u0130lk bulunan cesedin yerine en son gitti. Gece orman\u0131n sessizli\u011fi ne kadar \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcc\u00fc olsa da bu sessizli\u011fe al\u0131\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131. Bir akineton daha ald\u0131ktan sonra g\u00f6zlerini kapad\u0131 ve tekrar olay yerini g\u00f6z\u00fcnde canland\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaysa ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131 birisiyle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131. So\u011fuktan ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131z bir \u015fekilde titremeye ba\u015flad\u0131. Eline silah\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131. T\u0131pk\u0131 ilk seferdeki gibi, silah\u0131 ona do\u011frulttu\u011funda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131y\u0131 yine i\u00e7inde ya\u015famaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra t\u00fcm g\u00fcc\u00fcyle ba\u011f\u0131ra ba\u011f\u0131ra konu\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBiliyorum. Ger\u00e7ek olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorum. Her dakika, her saniye seninle son bir kez konu\u015fabilseydim diyorum. Beynim beni, seninle konu\u015fturarak avutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. \u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKendini su\u00e7lamana gerek yok. Benimle konu\u015fsayd\u0131n da de\u011fi\u015fecek bir \u015fey olmayacakt\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cEn az\u0131ndan bu kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck y\u0131k\u0131m olmayacakt\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSana bu kadar y\u0131k\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fatan \u015fey neydi? Hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0131, yoksa pi\u015fman olamamak m\u0131? Pe\u015finde olduklar\u0131nla ayn\u0131 \u015feyleri hissetmek mi? \u015eimdi o silah\u0131 ate\u015flemek istedi\u011fine de eminim. Bunu yapmay\u0131 kendine yediremiyorsun sadece. Ben zaten \u00f6ld\u00fcm. Bu silah\u0131 ate\u015flemen i\u00e7in beynin sana bu an\u0131 kurgulad\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cHay\u0131r, bilseydim ben de seninle gelirdim. \u201c dedi, g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015flar d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrken.\u00a0 Biraz daha ona bakt\u0131ktan sonra yere, dizlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc ve h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131klarla a\u011flamaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra G.R.\u0130\u2019ye do\u011fru yakla\u015fan Hayalet, onu aya\u011fa kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve elindeki b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 ona g\u00f6stererek;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBen de zaten seni \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in geldim ama \u00f6nce \u015fu b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 bana sapla.\u201d dedi. G.R.\u0130. elinden b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 alarak kendisine saplad\u0131 ve sonra ona sar\u0131ld\u0131. Uzunca bir s\u00fcre \u00f6yle kald\u0131. O an \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn korkun\u00e7 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve asl\u0131nda yaln\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlad\u0131. Dengesini kaybederek yere sere serpe d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131 daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 bu kadar g\u00fczel g\u00f6rmemi\u015fti. Belki g\u00f6zlerindeki son g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc bu olacakt\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<strong>Devam\u0131 Gelecek\u2026<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>-Hikayenin Hikayesi-<\/strong><\/h5>\n<p>Her yazarda \u015fizofrenik bir par\u00e7a vard\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc; karakterlerini, anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kadar\u0131yla sadece masa ba\u015f\u0131nda olu\u015fturmuyorlar. Onlarla yemek yiyorlar, konu\u015fuyorlar, bazen onlara k\u0131z\u0131yorlar. Bende de b\u00f6yle oldu. G.R.\u0130\u2019yi y\u0131llard\u0131r tan\u0131yorum. Y\u0131llard\u0131r onunla efkarland\u0131\u011f\u0131m, onun derdiyle dertlendi\u011fim oldu. Bu hikaye, kafamdaki karakterin ya\u015fam\u0131ndan bir kesit oldu. Kafamda karakterin ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fka ba\u015fka olaylar var ama onu size sunmak, sizinle payla\u015fmak, G.R.\u0130\u2019yi sizinle tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmak istedim. Biraz da reklam\u0131m olsun istedim (ehehe). \u015eu hayattaki en yegane dostumu, kitapla\u015ft\u0131rmak en b\u00fcy\u00fck hayalim.\u00a0 \u015eimdi bu hikaye \u00fczerinde de bir projemiz var. \u00c7ok sevdi\u011fim bir yazar dostum kendi kalemiyle hikayeyi devam ettirmek istedi. Ben de kabul ettim. Art\u0131k G.R.\u0130\u2019nin ya\u015fam\u0131 benim kalemimden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Onu size emanet ediyorum. Siz de bu hikayeyi buradan al\u0131p devam ettirebilirsiniz. Bir 20 ki\u015fi falan devam ettirsin diyorum \u015fu hikayeyi, bakal\u0131m ne olacak? Ben de merak ediyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim kafamdaki roman ve hikaye plan\u0131 buraya kadard\u0131. Sonunu ger\u00e7ekten ben de bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Hikayeyi yazmak i\u00e7in size birka\u00e7 t\u00fcyo da verebilirim. Bu hikayeyi 4 \u015fehirde, 3 sahilde olu\u015fturdum. Seyahat etmek bana faydal\u0131 geldi. Hikayede bahsi ge\u00e7en yerlerde uzun s\u00fcre G.R.\u0130\u2019yi koklad\u0131m. Geceleri Aksaray\u2019da, Kumkap\u0131\u2019da, Tarlaba\u015f\u0131\u2019nda uzunca bir s\u00fcre su\u00e7u izledim ve onu koklad\u0131m.\u00a0 \u00c7ok \u00e7ok farkl\u0131 \u015feylerle kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131m. Merak eden arkada\u015flar olursa onlarla not defterimi payla\u015fabilirim.<\/p>\n<p>Ve en \u00e7ok da Fikret K\u0131z\u0131lok\u2019a ihtiyac\u0131n\u0131z olabilir benden demesi. Kendisini rahmetle an\u0131yorum. \u201cGece\u2019nin Tam \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnde\u201d par\u00e7as\u0131yla, hep de gecenin tam \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnde yazd\u0131m bu hikayeyi ve bu y\u00fczden yeti\u015ftiremedim. Ula\u015f\u2019\u0131 ayar ettim. Kendisine sevgilerimi iletiyorum. G.R.\u0130\u2019ye iyi bak\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>YAZAR:<\/strong><\/em> Halil BABACAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cCinayet t\u00fcm su\u00e7lar\u0131n bile\u015fiminden olu\u015fur. 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