(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.) <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131k\u0131lmak, bir an\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fir; aya\u011fa kalkmak ise cesaretin en \u00e7etin s\u0131nav\u0131d\u0131r. Hayat, t\u00fcrl\u00fc zorluklar serer \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze. Kimi zaman bir kayb\u0131n s\u0131z\u0131s\u0131, kimi zaman bir hayalin k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131 yahut bazen de kalbimizin derinliklerinde sakl\u0131 korkular\u0131… Her biri, birer durak misali \u00e7\u0131kar kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za. Durup solukland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o duraklarda her nefes al\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z, i\u00e7imizde sakl\u0131, sars\u0131lmaz g\u00fcce sessiz bir davettir asl\u0131nda. Pek de kolay de\u011fildir bu; en sa\u011flam sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z yap\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z sars\u0131l\u0131r. Hatta kimi zaman g\u00fcne\u015fler a\u00e7t\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sabahlar, karanl\u0131\u011fa s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r ancak ne olursa olsun unutmamal\u0131y\u0131z ki hayat\u0131n en karanl\u0131k anlar\u0131, ruhumuzun en parlak yanlar\u0131n\u0131 uyand\u0131r\u0131r. T\u0131pk\u0131 yeni ay\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde parlayan, g\u00f6rkemli y\u0131ld\u0131zlar gibi. D\u00fc\u015fmek, karanl\u0131k zamanlarda, ruhun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlatan, anl\u0131k bir uyar\u0131d\u0131r. Zaman zaman ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131z kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r ve kendi ilerleyi\u015finde tak\u0131l\u0131r insan. Yolumuz d\u00fcz de\u011fil ya, ini\u015fleri ve \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 vard\u0131r. \u00c7\u0131karken sendelemek, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kaymas\u0131 ve bazen bir iki ad\u0131m d\u00fc\u015fmek, y\u00fckseli\u015fin do\u011fal bir par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r. Buna ne bir yolun sonu denir ne de bir yolun ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131. Hay\u0131r, do\u011frusu, yolun kenar\u0131nda soluklanmak i\u00e7in beklenmedik bir f\u0131rsatt\u0131r. Durdu\u011fumuz her an, bize i\u00e7imizdeki f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 dinleme \u015fans\u0131 verir. G\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc toplamak ve ruhumuzu parlatmak i\u00e7in g\u00fczel vakitlerdir. Ne var ki g\u00fczel oldu\u011fu kadar bu da kolay de\u011fildir. D\u00fc\u015fmenin getirdi\u011fi ac\u0131, belki hayal k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n kanatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yara; buradan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her s\u0131z\u0131, bize yolumuzu se\u00e7meyi ve i\u00e7imizdeki \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 parlatmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretir. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015fte, aya\u011fa kalkmay\u0131 se\u00e7ecek kadar cesursak; ruhumuzun kanatlar\u0131, yara izlerini birer t\u00fcy gibi ta\u015f\u0131yacak ve bizi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne daha yak\u0131n k\u0131lacakt\u0131r. E\u011fer<\/strong> hayat, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015flerin ve kalk\u0131\u015flar\u0131n toplam\u0131ysa as\u0131l zaferimiz hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015fmemek de\u011fil, her seferinde aya\u011fa kalkmay\u0131 se\u00e7mektir. Zira insan\u0131 y\u00fccelten, hatas\u0131z y\u00fcr\u00fcmesi de\u011fil; sendeledi\u011finde yeniden do\u011frulabilmesidir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Eda Demiral <\/p>\n\n\n\n