{"id":5892,"date":"2025-09-04T21:00:00","date_gmt":"2025-09-04T18:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=5892"},"modified":"2025-09-04T17:16:18","modified_gmt":"2025-09-04T14:16:18","slug":"anin-esiginde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/anin-esiginde","title":{"rendered":"ANIN E\u015e\u0130\u011e\u0130NDE"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center\"><em>(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 3 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;Yaz ak\u015famlar\u0131 s\u0131caktan bunalm\u0131\u015f otururken esen \u0131l\u0131k, rahatlatan r\u00fczg\u00e2r gibi hissettiriyordu bazen hayat ama bu esinti sadece anl\u0131k gelip gidiyor, uzun s\u00fcrm\u00fcyordu. S\u0131cakl\u0131k tekrar tenime i\u015fliyor, sanki nefes almam\u0131 engelliyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em><strong>Kendi s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 bulmaya ve o s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 a\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan biri nedenlerle neden bu kadar u\u011fra\u015fmak zorundayd\u0131?<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hayat\u0131n\u0131n amac\u0131n\u0131 bile bilmezken yapabildi\u011fi tek \u015fey, olanlar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00fcn\u00fc kurtarmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmakt\u0131. G\u00fcnler haftalara, haftalar aylara, aylar y\u0131llara eklenirken geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakmak yaln\u0131zca ac\u0131 veriyordu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc her \u015feye ra\u011fmen elinde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yokmu\u015f ve sanki beklentilerin olu\u015fturdu\u011fu koca bir enkaz y\u0131\u011f\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015f, ne kadar \u00e7abalasa da kimse ona kulak asm\u0131yormu\u015f gibi hissettiriyordu.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bazen \u00e7abalamaktan vazge\u00e7iyor, \u00fcst\u00fcnde bulunan tonlarca a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabullenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu ama omuzlar\u0131 art\u0131k bu y\u00fck\u00fc kald\u0131ramayacak kadar \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Bir yerde pes etse de devam etmek onun i\u00e7in art\u0131k bir se\u00e7enek de\u011fil zorunluluktan ibaretti. Durmak onun i\u00e7in kabul edilemezdi. Ufak bir ta\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131 olsa bile y\u00fck\u00fc azaltabilmek i\u00e7in her \u015feyi g\u00f6ze alabilmeliydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Art\u0131k amac\u0131 nedenlerle bo\u011fu\u015fmak de\u011fil onlarla ya\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmakt\u0131 bir nebze de olsa. Bazen durup kendi kabu\u011funa \u00e7ekilmek istese de zaman durmuyor, sanki onu daha da dibe \u00e7ekmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rcas\u0131na i\u015flemeye devam ediyordu. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ikilemler tamamlanan yapbozdan arta kalan, hi\u00e7bir yere uymayan bir par\u00e7aym\u0131\u015f gibi hissettiriyordu ama sanki onun inad\u0131na durmak bilmeden akan bu ac\u0131mas\u0131zl\u0131k, kaybetmek istemedi\u011fimiz birini hastane koridorunda bir umutla ondan gelebilecek en ufak iyi haberi bekleyip, ona kavu\u015fma \u00f6zlemi i\u00e7inde yan\u0131p tutu\u015fmu\u015f halde oldu\u011fumuzda bir mum misali a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r t\u00fckeniyorken, ilk defa huzur bulup kendini kendin gibi hissedebildi\u011fin biriyle o an\u0131n sonsuza dek s\u00fcrmesini diledi\u011fin zaman, adeta bir tren yolculu\u011funda pencereden g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz manzaran\u0131n ak\u0131p giden yolla bir anda de\u011fi\u015fmesi gibi o an\u0131n yitip gitmesine sebep olan bir \u0131zd\u0131raba d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Buna ra\u011fmen bazen k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck molalar verip nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak hepimiz bir \u015fekilde ilerliyorduk. Baz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z birbirimizden habersiz olsak da herkes kendi \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yla bir \u015fekilde karanl\u0131k sokaklar\u0131n\u0131 ayd\u0131nlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Pes etmek gibi bir se\u00e7ene\u011fimiz yoktu, olmamal\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yolumuzda bir s\u00fcr\u00fc bal\u00e7\u0131k \u00e7ukurlar olsa da \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczde tonlarca a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011fa sahip olsak da bir yaprak misali ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na kar\u0131\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z zamanla bilmedi\u011fimiz yerlere savruluyor olsak da y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz yolda tak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ukurlara \u00e7i\u00e7ekler ekerek kapatmak, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczdeki sorumluluk ve zorunluluklardan olu\u015fan enkaz\u0131 yard\u0131m almaktan \u00e7ekinmeyerek a\u015fabilmek, bir yaprak gibi s\u00fcr\u00fcklenirken bile o an \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fczdeki g\u00fcne\u015fin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissedebilmek her zaman bizim elimizdeydi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ge\u00e7mi\u015f, bize hep zarar veren an\u0131larla ard\u0131m\u0131zda duruyor; gelecek bizi m\u00fcphemlik i\u00e7erisinde b\u0131rak\u0131yor olsa da \u015fu an\u0131 hissedebilmek kendi irademizdeydi. 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