{"id":5333,"date":"2024-08-29T14:47:59","date_gmt":"2024-08-29T11:47:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=5333"},"modified":"2024-08-29T14:48:00","modified_gmt":"2024-08-29T11:48:00","slug":"bir-hatira-ugruna","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/bir-hatira-ugruna","title":{"rendered":"Bir Hat\u0131ra U\u011fruna"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><em>(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak \u00fc\u00e7 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)&nbsp;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Herkesin anlataca\u011f\u0131 tek bir hikayesi olsa benimki ne olurdu diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm bug\u00fcn. Sonra belki bir hikaye de\u011fil ama bir an belirdi akl\u0131mda. Ku\u015flar d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda herkesin uyudu\u011fu bir sabah beni uyku tutmam\u0131\u015f\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ellerimle evin kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yorum ve kendimi d\u0131\u015far\u0131 at\u0131yorum. Aya\u011f\u0131ma \u00fc\u00e7 beden b\u00fcy\u00fck terliklerimi giyip sallanan ad\u0131mlarla hafif\u00e7e uzakla\u015f\u0131yorum. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm i\u00e7ine birka\u00e7 ev s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kahverengi d\u00fcmd\u00fcz bir ova, yeni ayd\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc ve benden \u00e7ok uzakta duran ufuk \u00e7izgisi&#8230; O sessizli\u011fin ve kimsesizli\u011fin i\u00e7inde d\u00fcnyam g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimden ibaret san\u0131yorken i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e ad\u0131n\u0131 koyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir hisle sar\u0131p sarmaland\u0131m.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fcm, d\u00fcnya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fc. Sonra b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm, d\u00fcnyaya kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Olanlar oldu\u011funda hep o andayd\u0131m. Bu tela\u015ftan kurtulmak istedi\u011fimde hep ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m. G\u00f6z kapaklar\u0131m\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ben cesur duru\u015fuyla ilk defa fark\u0131na vard\u0131\u011f\u0131 ya\u015fama saf bak\u0131\u015flarla bak\u0131yordu. B\u00fcy\u00fcmeyi bekler gibi&#8230; Sava\u015fmaya kazanmaya ve kaybetmeye sonsuza kadar haz\u0131r gibi&#8230;&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Olanlar oldu elbette. Her \u015fey bekledi\u011fim gibiydi. Herkes gibi ben de d\u00f6rt bir yana savruldum ve d\u00f6rt bir yandan getirdiklerimle yenilendim. <strong>\u0130\u00e7imde ne pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ne bir korku biriktirdim. Hayat kar\u015f\u0131ma bir duvar gibi dikildi\u011finde \u015fiirler yazd\u0131m. \u00d6n\u00fcm alabildi\u011fine a\u00e7\u0131k ve g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc masmavi oldu\u011funda yine \u015fiirler yaz\u0131yordum. <\/strong>Umutsuz de\u011filim. Her do\u011fan g\u00fcnden bir hat\u0131ra u\u011frunda h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7ok \u015fey bekliyorum. Uzak bir sabahda tan\u0131d\u0131k bir \u00e7ift g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnde s\u00fcz\u00fclmeyi bekleyen u\u00e7urtmalar biriktiriyorum. Ve ellerimde say\u0131s\u0131z u\u00e7urtmam var benim, her biri kendi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bekleyen&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yazar: Seher Avc\u0131&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00f6rsel Kaynak: https:\/\/pin.it\/oBKILCw8Z<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130\u00e7imde ne pi\u015fmanl\u0131k ne bir korku biriktirdim. Hayat kar\u015f\u0131ma bir duvar gibi dikildi\u011finde \u015fiirler yazd\u0131m. \u00d6n\u00fcm alabildi\u011fine a\u00e7\u0131k ve g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc masmavi oldu\u011funda yine \u015fiirler yaz\u0131yordum. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":87,"featured_media":5334,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v21.0 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Bir Hat\u0131ra U\u011fruna | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/bir-hatira-ugruna\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta 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