{"id":5236,"date":"2024-06-24T20:11:40","date_gmt":"2024-06-24T17:11:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=5236"},"modified":"2024-06-22T20:13:25","modified_gmt":"2024-06-22T17:13:25","slug":"sevgimde-nefretimde","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/sevgimde-nefretimde","title":{"rendered":"Sevgimde Nefretimde"},"content":{"rendered":"

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 1 dakikad\u0131r.)
\nSeviyorum kendimi, ama bir o kadar da nefret ettim kendimden. De\u011fi\u015fmeyen ve
\nde\u011fi\u015ftirilemeyen her \u015feye, bir dolu ukdeyle bakt\u0131m. Kalp damarlar\u0131mdan att\u0131 bu sessiz \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k; ya\u015fam\u0131n
\nve ya\u015fam\u0131m aras\u0131ndaki binlerce k\u00f6pr\u00fcden hayk\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na akt\u0131. Kahkahay\u0131 ve mutlulu\u011fu, \u00f6fkeyi ve<\/strong>
\nh\u00fczn\u00fc, sevinci ve nefreti ba\u011flad\u0131m, mezarlar dolusu kahverengi a\u011fa\u00e7lara.<\/strong> Sevgim de nefretim de
\nbir bir d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc yanaklar\u0131mdan. O ta\u015fk\u0131n sulara.
\nKinim bakiredir benim. H\u0131nc\u0131m uslu bir k\u00f6pe\u011fin sessiz h\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131d\u0131r. Sevgimin narin elleriyle
\nbileyip co\u015fkusuyla d\u00f6vd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm onlarca k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131m, nefretimin so\u011fuk nehirlerinden y\u00fczerek sapland\u0131
\ndi\u011ferine. Geriye tek bir not kald\u0131 sadece;
\n\u201cKurmaca d\u00fcnyalar\u0131m\u0131n en so\u011fuk r\u00fczgar\u0131yd\u0131n o g\u00fcn. F\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131m\u0131n en keskini, sa\u011fanaklar\u0131m\u0131n
\nen dolusu, depremlerimin en y\u0131k\u0131c\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131n. Kaybetti\u011fin \u015feyin, heba ettiklerinin enkaz\u0131nda, sen de silinip
\ngittin. Benim nefretim, \u00f6z\u00fcnde seni sevebilme potansiyelini \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn i\u00e7indir.\u201d<\/p>\n

Yazar: Burak Bay\u0131k<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Kahkahay\u0131 ve mutlulu\u011fu, \u00f6fkeyi ve
\nh\u00fczn\u00fc, sevinci ve nefreti ba\u011flad\u0131m, mezarlar dolusu kahverengi a\u011fa\u00e7lara.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":83,"featured_media":5237,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nSevgimde Nefretimde | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/sevgimde-nefretimde\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Sevgimde Nefretimde | Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta 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