{"id":5014,"date":"2024-01-27T16:30:15","date_gmt":"2024-01-27T13:30:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=5014"},"modified":"2024-01-26T22:54:55","modified_gmt":"2024-01-26T19:54:55","slug":"evim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/evim","title":{"rendered":"Evim\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak 4 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Uzun y\u0131llar boyu ya\u015fad\u0131m d\u00f6rt duvar\u0131n tam ortas\u0131nda. Tam ortas\u0131nda diyebilmek i\u00e7in odan\u0131n ortas\u0131na koydu\u011fum karyolan\u0131n \u00fczerinde yatt\u0131m gecelerce. Hayat\u0131m\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fmesini bekledim burada yatarak g\u00fcnlerce, senelerce. Bir g\u00fcn de\u011fi\u015fti, art\u0131k ne o d\u00f6rt duvar\u0131n aras\u0131 benim evim ne de ortas\u0131ndaki karyola yata\u011f\u0131md\u0131. Yeni bir ev yeni bir hayat dediler. Yeni hayat\u0131mda mutlu olmam gerekirdi, olmad\u0131m. De\u011fi\u015fen duvarlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda ayn\u0131 mutlulu\u011fu beklemeye devam ettim; gecelerce, senelerce\u2026<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Mutlulu\u011fun bana gelmeyece\u011fine \u00e7ok emin olduktan sonra mutlulu\u011fun erdemle geldi\u011fini ke\u015ffettim. \u0130yi biri oldum, mutlulu\u011fa \u00e7abalad\u0131m. Beni bulmas\u0131n\u0131 bekledi\u011fim \u015feyi arayarak yine y\u0131llar harcad\u0131m. Elimde ne mi vard\u0131; pek \u00e7ok \u015fey, fakat mutluluk de\u011fil. Mutlulu\u011fun bana gelmedi\u011fini biliyordum zaten, kendim de bulamayaca\u011f\u0131ma inand\u0131m. Benden geriye kalan insan iyiydi ama mutlu de\u011fildi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bulamayaca\u011f\u0131ma inand\u0131ktan sonra eve olan inanc\u0131m\u0131 da yitirdim. D\u00f6rt duvar\u0131n i\u00e7inden \u00e7\u0131kamazd\u0131m ama farkl\u0131 duvarlar\u0131n sorunumu \u00e7\u00f6zece\u011fine inand\u0131m ve gezmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Antalya\u2019daki bir otelde kald\u0131m ve sonra Palermo\u2019daki bir hostelde. Derken d\u00fcnyay\u0131 gezmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Mutlulu\u011fu bulamayacakt\u0131m asla ama farkl\u0131 duvarlar sorunumu \u00e7\u00f6zecekti. Napoli\u2019nin arka mahallesindeki b\u00fcy\u00fck bir binan\u0131n k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir odas\u0131n\u0131n duvarlar\u0131 bile bu konuda ilerletti beni. Evim art\u0131k evim de\u011fildi nerede oldu\u011funu biliyorum ama yeni evim art\u0131k eski evimdi.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Evimin nerede oldu\u011funu unutup kendimi iyi hissetmeye ba\u015flamal\u0131yd\u0131m, olmad\u0131. Bir anda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ve bulamayaca\u011f\u0131ma inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m mutluluk, \u00e7abalar\u0131m esnas\u0131nda d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm iyi ve erdemli insan\u0131 buldu. Evet mutluydum, hayat\u0131mdaki her saniyeden bamba\u015fka tatlar ald\u0131m. Yalanlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hipotezimin do\u011fru oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcnce baz\u0131 anlarda g\u00f6zlerim dolu dolu oldu.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">T\u00fcm bekleyi\u015f, aray\u0131\u015f ve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmlerin ard\u0131ndan gelen mutluluk; g\u00f6zlerimin dolu dolu oldu\u011fu gecelerde g\u00fcl\u00fcmsetti beni.<\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\"><strong> Evini kaybetmek i\u00e7in aylarca u\u011fra\u015fan ben, evimi bulmu\u015ftum art\u0131k, mutluydum.<\/strong> <\/span><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Fakat evimi bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark etmem uzun s\u00fcrmedi, evimi kaybetmeyi ba\u015farm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m asl\u0131nda. Mutlulukla dolu an\u0131lar\u0131m olan ev benim eski evimdi, o duvarlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yoktu. Ben art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir yerde evimde hissedemiyordum. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fime t\u00fcm hiddetimle ba\u011f\u0131rmak istedim. Neden kaybettin evini, neden!<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Yazar: Semih \u00c7eki\u00e7<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">G\u00f6rsel\u00a0 Kaynak:https:\/\/www.bing.com\/images\/create<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Evini kaybetmek i\u00e7in aylarca u\u011fra\u015fan ben, evimi bulmu\u015ftum art\u0131k, mutluydum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":5015,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v21.0 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Evim\u00a0 | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, 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