{"id":4656,"date":"2023-08-03T19:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-08-03T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=4656"},"modified":"2023-08-03T16:26:17","modified_gmt":"2023-08-03T13:26:17","slug":"bu-hikaye-benim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/bu-hikaye-benim","title":{"rendered":"Bu Hikaye Benim"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><strong><em>(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 4 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Zordu. Sevmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu hayat\u0131. Ger\u00e7ekten deniyordu. Pes etmi\u015f de\u011fildi. Hatta ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7tan daha \u00e7ok seviyordu belki de. Ama u\u00e7urumdan atlamam\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131 kenar\u0131nda bekledi\u011fi ger\u00e7e\u011fini de\u011fi\u015ftirmiyordu. Daha s\u0131k\u0131 tutuyordu yan\u0131ndaki a\u011fa\u00e7 dal\u0131n\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131 daha sa\u011flam bir ta\u015fa bas\u0131yordu belki ancak yine de bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer u\u00e7urumdu. B\u00fct\u00fcn yolculu\u011funun sonu buras\u0131 m\u0131yd\u0131? Bu noktadan sonra d\u00fc\u015fmemek ya da kendini atmamak i\u00e7in mi sava\u015fmal\u0131yd\u0131? Yoksa yolu hep u\u00e7urumun kenar\u0131ndaki yolda m\u0131yd\u0131? \u00c7evresine bakt\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f yoluna bakt\u0131. Orman\u0131n i\u00e7inden gelen, her yeri a\u011fa\u00e7larla kapl\u0131 yolda de\u011fildi art\u0131k. Sonun bu oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Hayat buymu\u015f. D\u00fc\u015fmemeliydi. Ancak yolunun devam\u0131 bir da\u011f\u0131n \u00e7evresindeydi. Zirveye \u00e7\u0131ksa da yolun bir taraf\u0131 hep u\u00e7uruma bak\u0131yordu. Yol dar m\u0131yd\u0131? Her zaman de\u011fildi. Dar yerleri vard\u0131. Ama o kadar geni\u015f yerleri vard\u0131 ki. Hatta sanki yolunun \u00e7o\u011fu geni\u015fti, g\u00fcvenli yere yakla\u015fabilirdi. <strong>U\u00e7urumun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fmenizi gerektirmezdi sonu\u00e7ta.<\/strong><strong> <\/strong>Yolu ilk defa darald\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in yolun sonu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 yer asl\u0131nda daha bir ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131. Ve g\u00fczelle\u015fecek, g\u00fcvenli haline gelecekti yol. Sadece daha \u00e7ok tutunmal\u0131yd\u0131. \u015eimdilik. Tutunaca\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ok dal\u0131, bast\u0131\u011f\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fmeyecek \u00e7ok ta\u015f vard\u0131. Yapabilirdi. Zirveye ula\u015famasa da yakla\u015fabilirdi. Korkular\u0131 bir yana b\u0131rakmak zordu. Ya yol \u00e7ok daral\u0131rsa? Ya tutundu\u011fum dallar, g\u00fcvenebilece\u011fim ta\u015flar giderse? Ya dar yollar\u0131 onlars\u0131z ge\u00e7mek zorunda kal\u0131rsa? Ya d\u00fc\u015ferse? Kim kald\u0131racakt\u0131? Nas\u0131l kalkacakt\u0131? Muhta\u00e7 m\u0131yd\u0131 onlara? Da\u011f\u0131n kendisine tutunamaz m\u0131yd\u0131? Da\u011f da korurdu onu, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kesin olan tek varl\u0131kt\u0131, korurdu. Yolun daralmas\u0131n\u0131n korkusundan, o geni\u015f yollarda ko\u015fam\u0131yordu \u00f6zg\u00fcrce. Bakm\u0131yordu \u00e7evresine. Ne kadar g\u00fczeldi her yer. Da\u011f\u0131n \u00e7evresindeki patika ne kadar zorla\u015f\u0131rsa zorla\u015fs\u0131n, \u00e7ok g\u00fczeldi. Hedefi zirve miydi? Yeti\u015febilecek miydi ki zirveye? Bilmiyordu. Bildi\u011fi \u015fey ne olursa olsun y\u00fcr\u00fcmesi gerekti\u011fiydi. Hareket halinde olmak her zaman yerinde saymaktan \u00e7ok daha iyiydi. Ula\u015fmak istedi\u011fi zirve de\u011fildi. Olabildi\u011fince y\u00fckse\u011fe, olabildi\u011fince \u00e7evresindeki a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri, \u00e7evresindeki g\u00fczel sesleri fark ederek, g\u00fclerek gitmekti. Ne yaln\u0131zd\u0131 ne tecr\u00fcbesiz. Yol zorla\u015fabilir. Onunla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015facak ki\u015fi orman\u0131n g\u00fcvenli patikas\u0131ndan gelmiyordu art\u0131k. \u00d6\u011frenecekti. Belki \u00e7ok olumlu bak\u0131yordu. Belki ne olursa olsun \u00e7ok zordu, g\u00fczelle\u015ftirmenin anlam\u0131 yoktu. Olsun, vars\u0131n \u00f6yle olsun. O son raddesine kadar \u00e7evresinin g\u00fczelli\u011fini g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in \u00e7abalayacakt\u0131. Onun da\u011f\u0131 ve \u00e7evresi renkli renkli \u00e7i\u00e7eklerle, yemye\u015fil a\u011fa\u00e7larla dolu olacakt\u0131. Vars\u0131n, da\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendisi ate\u015fe verenler ona yanl\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylesin. Kendi yolu daha da \u00f6nemlisi kendi hikayesiydi.&nbsp;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Yazar:<\/strong> Arzu \u015eahin<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>G\u00f6rsel Kaynak: <\/strong>https:\/\/tr.pinterest.com\/pin\/542050505165955812\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>U\u00e7urumun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fmenizi gerektirmezdi sonu\u00e7ta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":70,"featured_media":4657,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"<!-- This site is optimized with the Yoast SEO plugin v21.0 - https:\/\/yoast.com\/wordpress\/plugins\/seo\/ -->\n<title>Bu Hikaye Benim | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" 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