(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zihnindeki g\u00fcnlerin ard\u0131 ard\u0131na s\u0131raland\u0131\u011f\u0131 takvim yapraklar\u0131 onun i\u00e7in doyum noktas\u0131na ula\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, ufalan\u0131p iri kum taneleri haline geliyor ve i\u00e7inde mutlulu\u011fun yan\u0131 s\u0131ra umutsuzlu\u011fu bar\u0131nd\u0131ran kum saatinin g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde as\u0131l\u0131 halde duruyorlard\u0131. Mutluluk ve umutsuzluk aras\u0131nda bir sava\u015f \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f, umutsuzluk i\u00e7eren an\u0131lar\u0131n a\u011f\u0131r basmas\u0131 \u00fczerine mutluluk yenilmi\u015f, sava\u015f sona ermi\u015fti. Mutlulu\u011fun yenilgisine \u015fahit olan g\u00fcne\u015f, teselliyi kara bulutlar\u0131n ard\u0131na gizlenmekte bulmu\u015ftu. F\u0131rt\u0131nan\u0131n gelece\u011fini haberdar eden kasvetli hava, onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerinde yan\u0131ltmay\u0131p kuvvetli bir r\u00fczgar estirdi. Esen r\u00fczgar\u0131n hemen ard\u0131ndan kum saati b\u00fcy\u00fck bir darbe ald\u0131. Ve yuvarland\u0131, yuvarland\u0131, yuvarland\u0131… Ard\u0131ndan bir darbe daha al\u0131nd\u0131, geri say\u0131m ba\u015flad\u0131. R\u00fczgar\u0131n \u015fiddetiyle darbeler artt\u0131. Kum saatinin ince cam\u0131 par\u00e7alara ayr\u0131ld\u0131 ve etrafa d\u00f6k\u00fclen kum taneleri sihirli bir g\u00fc\u00e7le yeniden yaprak olarak ye\u015ferdi. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bi\u2019haber olunan bir takvim yapra\u011f\u0131, i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fu bo\u011fuk atmosferi baltalamak istercesine \u00f6l\u00fc umutlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan kurtulup hemen \u00f6n\u00fcnde can buldu. Dalgalar halinde omzundan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sarkan sa\u00e7lar\u0131 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc engelleyen bir tutam sa\u00e7\u0131 kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcy\u00fc netle\u015ftirmek ad\u0131na uzun kirpiklerini birka\u00e7 defa k\u0131rp\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 ve g\u00f6zlerinin rotas\u0131n\u0131 hemen aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcndeki ka\u011f\u0131da \u00e7evirip eline ald\u0131. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kurumu\u015f g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yitirmeden hemen \u00f6nce \u201830 Eyl\u00fcl\u2019 yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve ard\u0131nda m\u00fcrekkebi da\u011f\u0131tarak bir iz b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n h\u00fcz\u00fcnle g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki kendisinin hen\u00fcz haberi olmasa da onun i\u00e7in zaman daral\u0131yor, onun olan i\u00e7inse uzaklara gitme vakti gittik\u00e7e yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. O an i\u00e7indeki \u00f6zlem kalbini tekletti. Ayaklar\u0131n\u0131n ucunda y\u00fckseldi ve g\u00fcne\u015fe do\u011fru uzand\u0131. Uzand\u0131, uzand\u0131, uzand\u0131.. Tam dokunacakken ay do\u011fdu, yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. 20 y\u0131ll\u0131k hayat\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcm hat\u0131ralar\u0131 par\u00e7alanan kum saati ile birlikte \u00f6ylece sa\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Art\u0131k zaman, ge\u00e7mi\u015f ve gelecek olarak ayr\u0131lamayacak kadar an\u0131lar\u0131 birbirine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n