{"id":4430,"date":"2023-02-02T19:00:00","date_gmt":"2023-02-02T16:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=4430"},"modified":"2023-02-02T17:20:24","modified_gmt":"2023-02-02T14:20:24","slug":"yasiyorum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yasiyorum","title":{"rendered":"Ya\u015f\u0131yorum"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(Bu metnin okuma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k olarak iki dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her \u015feyin sorumlusu benmi\u015fim gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken dalg\u0131nl\u0131kla, kalbimin \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131yla dald\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden uzakla\u015ft\u0131m . Bu ac\u0131 art\u0131k o kadar tan\u0131d\u0131kt\u0131 ki sanki onunla yaln\u0131z kalmam\u0131 istiyordu. Ona teslim olmam\u0131\u2026 E\u015fi\u011finde oldu\u011fum t\u00fcm duygular karanl\u0131k bir odada ve ben duruyorum kap\u0131da. Bak\u0131yorum ama se\u00e7emiyorum g\u00fczel duygular\u0131. Bir esinti olsa d\u00fc\u015fece\u011fim karanl\u0131\u011fa ama direniyorum sanki. Toparlan\u0131yorum ve at\u0131yorum kendimi d\u0131\u015far\u0131. Bu ac\u0131dan, o odadan ka\u00e7ar gibi ko\u015fuyorum. T\u00fcm hatalar\u0131m\u0131 kendime hat\u0131rlat\u0131yorum. Benden ba\u015fka kimsenin hatas\u0131 yok gibi herkesin i\u00e7inde bir hi\u00e7 yap\u0131yorum kendimi. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sahilde duruyorum, o h\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n dalgalar k\u0131y\u0131ya de\u011fil sanki y\u00fcre\u011fime \u00e7arp\u0131yor. Derin bir nefes al\u0131yorum, bu nefesi de hak etmedi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek. Ya\u015fayacaklar\u0131m\u0131n arifesinde ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f anlar\u0131m\u0131n ilerisindeyim. \u015eu anda de\u011filim. Hi\u00e7 de olamad\u0131m oldu\u011fum zaman diliminde.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Telefonum \u00e7al\u0131yor, her \u015feyden korktu\u011fum gibi korkuyorum sesten. Bilinmedik bir numara, kesin bankad\u0131r deyip geri koyuyorum telefonu cebime. Normale d\u00f6nen nabz\u0131mla y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yorum. Daha sakin, o hislerden biraz uzak. Tekrar \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u00e7\u0131yorum telefonu. Tahmin etti\u011fim gibi bankadan aran\u0131yorum. Fark ediyorum ki ba\u015fka birinin olmas\u0131n\u0131 umut ederek a\u00e7\u0131yorum telefonu. Hala bir \u015feylere umut ediyorum, hayat devam ediyor, g\u00f6k karanl\u0131k, deniz gri, bahar\u0131n sonu, a\u011fa\u00e7lar cans\u0131z, g\u00fcne\u015f geride, \u00f6l\u00fcm uzak ve ben ya\u015f\u0131yorum. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazar: Rumeysa Soy\u00f6z<\/p>\n\n\n\n

G\u00f6rsel kaynak: https:\/\/pin.it\/1vd0ySzq<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ya\u015fayacaklar\u0131m\u0131n arifesinde ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f anlar\u0131m\u0131n ilerisindeyim. \u015eu anda de\u011filim. Hi\u00e7 de olamad\u0131m oldu\u011fum zaman diliminde.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4431,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nYa\u015f\u0131yorum | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/yasiyorum\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Ya\u015f\u0131yorum | Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" 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