(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 2 dakikad\u0131r.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zamanda donmu\u015f ve ak\u0131\u015fta kaybolan anlardan, an\u0131lardan bahsedelim bug\u00fcn. En h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc anlar\u0131m\u0131zda deste\u011fimize ko\u015fan, saniyelik g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemelerin sebebi olan ama bazen de bir o kadar ac\u0131tan an\u0131lar hani\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Her g\u00fcn s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131zdaki \u00e7antada varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koruyan bu an\u0131lar\u0131n, kimi zaman unutulur a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Yoku\u015f a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ko\u015farken heyecanla, an\u0131lar birer y\u00fck de\u011fildir. Varlar ama yoklar da. \u00d6yle garip bir araf i\u015fte. Sonra o g\u00fcl\u00fcmseme silinince y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fczden, g\u00fcne\u015fte tam aln\u0131m\u0131za vururken yaz\u0131n en s\u0131cak g\u00fcn\u00fcnde mesela, yoku\u015f yukar\u0131ysa hele bir de, ziyaret ederler birer birer. Bazense toplu halde, hep bir a\u011f\u0131zdan konu\u015fan \u00e7ocuklar gibi. Kelimeler laf laf\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131 diye dalga ge\u00e7erler birbirleriyle sonra. A\u011f\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131 hissedilir o zamanlarda i\u015fte. Hele de yaln\u0131z y\u00fcr\u00fcnen yollarda, susmak bilemezler. Konu\u015ftuklar\u0131nda iyi olur san\u0131rlar, yaraland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilmeden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Var olanlar de\u011fil de, yoklu\u011funu en \u00e7ok hissettiklerimiz burkar bile\u011fimizi, sonra kalbimizi, sonra ise ruhumuzu. K\u0131vrand\u0131r\u0131r y\u00fcr\u00fcnen yolun ortas\u0131nda. Herkes burkulan bile\u011fimize \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc sanarken, ruhumuzu s\u00f6m\u00fcren hat\u0131ralar\u0131n silinmesi i\u00e7in a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilmezler. Unutursak d\u00fczelir sanar\u0131z. Unutmak ne m\u00fcmk\u00fcn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gariptir ki an\u0131lar olmadan bir hi\u00e7 oldu\u011fumuzu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz anlar gelir ard\u0131ndan. Hayat\u0131n z\u0131tl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, \u015fekillenen ger\u00e7ekliklere, farkl\u0131l\u0131klara ve daha nicesine \u00f6ylece bakakal\u0131r\u0131z. Bir g\u00fcn var olan her \u015feyin birer foto\u011fraf karesine, bir a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6vdesine kaz\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f harflerine ya da y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f birer ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmekle ge\u00e7iririz \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc. Zaman dalgas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel ge\u00e7er b\u00f6ylelikle. Kelimeler bo\u015flukta yank\u0131lan\u0131r. Bir zamanlar var olanlar, yok olurlar, ordad\u0131rlar ama de\u011fillerdir de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bizi biz k\u0131lan hat\u0131ralar\u0131n t\u0131n\u0131s\u0131ndad\u0131r belki de. Arafta kalanlar \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fcklerine kavu\u015ftu\u011funda s\u00f6yledikleri \u015fark\u0131lar getirir bizi kendimize. Ayn\u0131 yollardan farkl\u0131 \u015fekillerde y\u00fcr\u00fcmememiz gerekti\u011fini hat\u0131rlatmak ad\u0131na. Ayn\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fcleri farkl\u0131 bedenlerle ve ruhlarla tekrar tekrar yazmamam\u0131z ad\u0131nad\u0131r belki de u\u011fra\u015flar\u0131. Eskimeden kalmalar\u0131 da bu y\u00fczdendir belki de\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazar: Sema Nur Terzi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Bir g\u00fcn var olan her \u015feyin birer foto\u011fraf karesine, bir a\u011fac\u0131n g\u00f6vdesine kaz\u0131nm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f harflerine ya da y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f birer ka\u011f\u0131t par\u00e7as\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne tan\u0131kl\u0131k etmekle ge\u00e7iririz \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc. Zaman dalgas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ok g\u00fczel ge\u00e7er b\u00f6ylelikle. Kelimeler bo\u015flukta yank\u0131lan\u0131r. Bir zamanlar var olanlar, yok olurlar, ordad\u0131rlar ama de\u011fillerdir de.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":65,"featured_media":4131,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n