{"id":4097,"date":"2022-08-18T18:30:41","date_gmt":"2022-08-18T15:30:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=4097"},"modified":"2022-08-18T18:30:43","modified_gmt":"2022-08-18T15:30:43","slug":"asimetrik-zamanlar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/asimetrik-zamanlar","title":{"rendered":"AS\u0130METR\u0130K ZAMANLAR"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 dakikad\u0131r.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

S\u0131cak bir a\u011fustos ak\u015fam\u0131 yava\u015f yava\u015f s\u00f6nerken perdeleri a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, birer sigara yakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. S\u0131ca\u011f\u0131 sevmem dememi\u015ftim ama sen biliyordun. Kesik nefeslerden bir kolye yapm\u0131\u015f, boynuma takm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Sessiz olmak yok, demi\u015ftin, kimse bizi dinlemiyor. Yery\u00fcz\u00fcndeki t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 unut, hi\u00e7birini hat\u0131rlama onlar\u0131n. \u015eimdi sadece sen ve ben, birazdan sigaralar\u0131m\u0131z bitecek, bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn etiyolojisini ara\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kahve i\u00e7meyi sevmezdin, unutmu\u015fum. Yava\u015f\u00e7a gidip lavaboya d\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Benimkine bakt\u0131m, bir yudum i\u00e7tim, t\u00fck\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Art\u0131k ben de kahve sevmiyordum. Baz\u0131 \u015feyler bu kadar basitti. Hava kararm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama hala s\u0131cakt\u0131. Belki s\u0131caklar\u0131 sevmeyi de \u00f6\u011frenebilirdim. Gece saat 03.22, \u201cKim oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oyun de\u011fi\u015fir.\u201d dedin. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

O sabah kendimi gece b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde bulmad\u0131m. Bir \u015fark\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m, kahvalt\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131m. Sen \u00e7oktan gitmi\u015ftin. Bu \u015fark\u0131y\u0131 duysan kesin bu saatler i\u00e7in \u00e7ok h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc, derdin. D\u00fcn unuttu\u011fumuz insanlar bug\u00fcn ba\u011f\u0131ra \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ra ya\u015f\u0131yordu. \u00c7o\u011fu \u00f6ylesine ama belki baz\u0131lar\u0131 tad\u0131na bile var\u0131yordu. Ben ise hayat\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 ilk kez bir hastane duvar\u0131na yasland\u0131\u011f\u0131m an alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hala \u00e7ok uykuluydum, kedim bir yerlere saklanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, d\u00fcnya pencereden ta\u015f\u0131yordu. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne de\u011fil topra\u011fa bakmay\u0131 daha \u00e7ok seviyordum. Biraz kitap okudum, bula\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 y\u0131kad\u0131m, g\u00fcnlerdir vazoda duran solmu\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri \u00f6nce kurutsam m\u0131 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, sonra att\u0131m. E\u015fyalar insanlar\u0131 belirler, demi\u015ftin. \u00d6nce sen onlar\u0131, sonra onlar seni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kap\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda biraz \u00f6fkelendim. Hep b\u00f6yle yap\u0131yordun. En beklenmedik anda gelerek sana al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131 imk\u00e2ns\u0131z k\u0131l\u0131yordun. Git gide, anlamadan, \u00e7aresizce bedenimi ele ge\u00e7iren bir ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131k gibi. Sanki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n t\u00fcm zamanlar\u0131nda kollar\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f seni bekliyorum. Do\u011fum, biliyorum. \u00d6l\u00fcm, biliyorum. \u00c7\u0131k\u0131\u015f, bilmiyorum. Kap\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lma sesi. Beni yana\u011f\u0131mdan \u00f6p\u00fcyorsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yine Ankara\u2019n\u0131n geri kalan\u0131n\u0131 uyuttu\u011fumuz bir gecenin k\u00f6r\u00fcnde, son sigaram\u0131z\u0131 i\u00e7iyoruz. Bo\u015flukta bir yerlere bak\u0131yorsun. Y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7arpan s\u0131cak havan\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor, sessizlikten keyif al\u0131yorsun. Pencerenin pervaz\u0131ndan kalk\u0131p mutfa\u011fa gidiyorum. Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde elimde bir bardak var. Ben kahve i\u00e7meyi seviyorum, diyorum. Sigaran\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcyorsun. Sabah 4.35, birazdan gideceksin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011fustos bitiyor. Benim sevdi\u011fim mevsimlere yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a kap\u0131 daha az \u00e7al\u0131yor. Varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ara ara hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ama s\u00fcrekli beynimi kemiren bir parazite benziyorsun. Ak\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc 18.47. Art\u0131k ger\u00e7ekten kahve sevmiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazar: <\/em>Hatice Ceren T\u0131r\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Yery\u00fcz\u00fcndeki t\u00fcm insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 unut, hi\u00e7birini hat\u0131rlama onlar\u0131n. \u015eimdi sadece sen ve ben, birazdan sigaralar\u0131m\u0131z bitecek, bir \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn etiyolojisini ara\u015ft\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":62,"featured_media":4098,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nAS\u0130METR\u0130K ZAMANLAR | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"https:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/asimetrik-zamanlar\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" 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