{"id":4046,"date":"2022-07-17T14:05:34","date_gmt":"2022-07-17T11:05:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=4046"},"modified":"2022-07-17T14:05:36","modified_gmt":"2022-07-17T11:05:36","slug":"nasilli-careler-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/nasilli-careler-2","title":{"rendered":"Nas\u0131ll\u0131 \u00c7areler 2"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 dakikad\u0131r.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nas\u0131l izah edilir ki \u00e7arelere i\u00e7imdeki dertler, zihnimdeki trafik. Paragraflar\u0131 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fiirlerim mi anlat\u0131r en iyi, yoksa bana baz\u0131 zaman d\u00fc\u015fman ama bazen de haz veren sivri dilim mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendini bilmez benim bu benli\u011fim,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Anne tokad\u0131 yememi\u015f,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uslanmaz bir \u00e7ocuk tasviri.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her g\u00fcn yeni bir merhaba.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Her g\u00fcn yeni bir karma\u015fa.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kafamda dev bir m\u00fcsabaka,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sanc\u0131l\u0131 mazimin ve mu\u011flak istikbalimin.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Gecelerimi \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f benden,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Masalsever zihnimin kurgular\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zihnim kalbime e\u015flik etti\u011fi zaman ruhum \u00f6zg\u00fcrle\u015fiyor. Bir de ke\u015fke d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerim dilime s\u00fcratle \u00e7ak\u0131lmasa, kalsa zihnimde inzivaya. \u0130\u015fte o zaman kontrol\u00fcm\u00fc daha zahmetsiz sa\u011flayabilirim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu, kendimi ifade edemedi\u011fim bir k\u0131s\u0131r d\u00f6ng\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7ine sokuyor beni. \u00d6fkelendiriyor, uzakla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yor dikenli ki\u015filiklerden.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00c7\u0131k\u0131yorum denizden h\u0131zl\u0131ca. Art\u0131k okyanusta yolumu bulmaya do\u011fru  rotalar \u00e7izece\u011fim. Korkmuyorum. Onlarca kombinasyon, olas\u0131l\u0131k, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce, his aras\u0131nda kendimi, ge\u00e7mi\u015fimi ve gelece\u011fimi sorgulay\u0131p yanl\u0131\u015f karar vermekten tedirginim sadece. Yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131 d\u00fczeltmek ba\u015ftan ba\u015flamaktan daha zorlay\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendinden ge\u00e7mi\u015f kendilikler,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kendinden olmayan\u0131 \u00f6rseler durur.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bar \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131 yalpalayan ruhu sarho\u015f,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Y\u0131k\u0131lan d\u00fcnyas\u0131yla kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 raks eder.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0130ki ho\u015fsohbetin, leke tutmu\u015f karakterleri perdeledi\u011fi zamanda hayattan d\u00fc\u015fmemek i\u00e7in kendine yabanc\u0131 ki\u015filik ne de \u00e7ok. Kelime ustas\u0131 olmal\u0131 insan. Kelimeleri bazen \u015fefkatli bir sar\u0131lman\u0131n yerine ge\u00e7meli bazen bir kur\u015fun i\u015flevi g\u00f6rmeli. \u0130nsandaki iyiler ve k\u00f6t\u00fclerin de\u011ferini  hakikatli bir s\u0131raya koyamayan, san\u0131yorum ki bertaraf olup ma\u011flubiyetiyle bar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7inde olamaz bile.  Manas\u0131n\u0131n derinliklerinde gezinilmemi\u015f dilden d\u00fc\u015fmeyen s\u0131\u011f fikirler dozu artt\u0131k\u00e7a daha da s\u0131\u011fla\u015f\u0131r olmu\u015f. \u0130nsan\u0131 insan yapan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme eylemi konulmu\u015f bir kenara. Ayn\u0131 zamanda bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce hali, bitmek bilmeyen. Her \u015fey tepetaklak olmu\u015f. Eylemlerine g\u00f6re do\u011frular\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7izer olmu\u015flar. \u0130htimallerin geni\u015fli\u011fini eylemlerine \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck bilenler, sokmu\u015flar kalplerine zehri, \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f terazileri. Bu d\u00fczenden yoksun, bulan\u0131k ortamda nas\u0131l m\u0131 ger\u00e7ek beni koruyaca\u011f\u0131m? diye sordu\u011fumda kendime, cevap bulamam. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n deli tan\u0131m\u0131na etiket olmamaya gayret g\u00f6sterebilirim sadece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131mlar atar iken r\u00fczgara,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rast gelmi\u015fim puslu kasvetine.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u011f\u0131r ad\u0131mlarla y\u00fcr\u00fcyemem ben,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ruhumun bo\u011faz\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6kemem.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazar: <\/em>Aleyna Y\u0131lmaz<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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