(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k iki dakikad\u0131r.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncesini yitiren bir \u015fey g\u00f6lgesini yitirmi\u015f bir adama benzer; bu \u015fey, kendini kaybetti\u011fi bir \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine d\u00fc\u015fer.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Biz insano\u011flu, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenin sorumlulu\u011fundan as\u0131rlar boyu ka\u00e7amam\u0131\u015f\u0131zd\u0131r. Odur ki att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, yalpalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her ad\u0131m bir di\u011fer d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncenin getirileri aras\u0131nda olmu\u015ftur. \u201cD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyorum.\u201d derken bile d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen bu g\u00fc\u00e7, g\u00f6lgesini yitirmi\u015fse \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131ktan, kendini al\u0131koyamamaktan pay\u0131n\u0131 alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Kendini \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn tutsakl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yaka pa\u00e7a s\u0131y\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, belki de bizatihi hapsetmi\u015ftir. \u0130yili\u011fi ve k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ay\u0131rt edebilmemize dayanak olan \u015fey -yani d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme- di\u011fer mahl\u00fbkatlar aras\u0131ndan da bize k\u0131ymetini tekrar tekrar hat\u0131rlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bilebiliriz, bilmeyedebiliriz. Ancak nihayetinde k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada var oldu\u011funu, yak\u0131n\u0131m\u0131zda bir yerlerde onunla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 hissederiz. \u0130\u015fte, bazen hissetmek bilmenin e\u015f de\u011feridir. Zaten hissedilmezse k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011fe yakalanmas\u0131 da an meselesi olacakt\u0131r. Asl\u0131nda bilmenin de bir yerde hissetmekten daha a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da oldu\u011funu, hissetmenin kaybedildi\u011finde bilmeyi de yutaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bilmenin de yutuldu\u011funda iyili\u011fi yok edece\u011fini ve b\u00f6ylece zincirleme yok olu\u015flardan tamamlanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebiliriz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sadece g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerimizle de onlardan ayr\u0131lmay\u0131z. Bizler g\u00f6rd\u00fck m\u00fc bir kez daha k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u201cDur!\u201d deriz ya da ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir daha onu g\u00f6rmeyecekmi\u015f gibi karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6meriz. Onlardan de\u011filsek, bilmenin ard\u0131nda saklan\u0131lan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckleri bilmesine ra\u011fmen, k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131p\u0131rdatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u201cBeni ben yapan…\u201d diye ba\u015flar\u0131z s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze. Apans\u0131z sonsuza kadar da ya\u015fayamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu d\u00fcnyada bilmenin ve istemenin bamba\u015fka bir yerde ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da kesin \u00e7izgilerle fark ederiz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201cK\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc istememek ba\u015fka, bilmemek ba\u015fkad\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn bizi de\u011fi\u015ftirmedi\u011fini ve esir tutmamas\u0131n\u0131 temenni etti\u011fim bu d\u00fcnyada; sizler ve bizler daima k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn \u00e7evresinde dola\u015f\u0131rken amans\u0131z bir \u015fekilde onu bildi\u011fimizi ancak ona hi\u00e7 yakla\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 tek bir a\u011f\u0131zdan diyelim. Ona yakla\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 onu yapmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilelim. Onlarda g\u00f6rd\u00fck m\u00fc bize s\u0131\u011f\u0131nal\u0131m. \u0130yi insanlar, iyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler ve biz bize olal\u0131m. Bizler onlardan farkl\u0131 olal\u0131m. K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckle sava\u015farak onlar\u0131 sava\u015f meydan\u0131nda alt edelim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazar: Hayrunnisa Turan<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" “Bizler g\u00f6rd\u00fck m\u00fc bir kez daha k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u201cDur!\u201d deriz ya da ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bir daha onu g\u00f6rmeyecekmi\u015f gibi karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6meriz. Onlardan de\u011filsek, bilmenin ard\u0131nda saklan\u0131lan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin; k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckleri bilmesine ra\u011fmen, k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131p\u0131rdatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u201cBeni ben yapan…\u201d diye ba\u015flar\u0131z s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":63,"featured_media":3894,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n