(Bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 okumak yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir g\u00fcn sava\u015f ba\u015flar; sessizlik yemininin m\u00fch\u00fcrledi\u011fi dudaklar\u0131, can\u0131 ac\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atmaya al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131n \u00e7oktan kaybetti\u011fi vicdan\u0131na hapseder. Bir g\u00fcn sava\u015f ba\u015flar; kendi u\u011fruna d\u00fcnyay\u0131 yakanlar, d\u00fcnya u\u011fruna kendini yakanlara emreder. Ve bir g\u00fcn sava\u015f ba\u015flar; bin yemini bir emire mecbur edenler, kendi yeminlerini, herkesi \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011fa zorlad\u0131ktan sonra hi\u00e7 kullanmad\u0131klar\u0131 sessizli\u011fe saklarlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u0131rsl\u0131 kahkahalar\u0131, ac\u0131tan g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemelerin arkas\u0131na saklan\u0131r. Kazand\u0131klar\u0131 zaferin danslar\u0131n\u0131, kaybetirdikleri huzura perde yapar. Ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n kazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 oyunu sahne, g\u00f6zlerdeki korkular\u0131 seyirci yapar. Ve en uygun f\u0131rsat\u0131 kollad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bahanesine s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p oturup izler. Plan\u0131n par\u00e7as\u0131 oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yleyip \u0131sl\u0131k \u00e7alar. Sahneye kan damlatan g\u00fcller atar, kendi kan\u0131 oldu\u011funa inand\u0131r\u0131p.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alk\u0131\u015flar, \u00fcstelikte ayakta alk\u0131\u015flar bu defa hi\u00e7bir bahaneye s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmadan. Oyun bitmi\u015ftir ya, kanl\u0131 g\u00fcllerin akt\u0131\u011f\u0131 sahnenin kendi zaferi oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemekten de \u00e7ekinmez. \u0130nsan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 sava\u015f\u0131 bittikten sonra anlamaya ba\u015flar ya, bu y\u00fczden izledi\u011fi sahneden tatmin oldu\u011fu h\u0131rsl\u0131 g\u00f6zlerini saklamaya bile kalk\u0131\u015fmaz. Belki de \u00e7oktan ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r yeni planlar yapmaya, yine sahnelere kanl\u0131 g\u00fcller b\u0131rakmaya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir de di\u011fer taraf\u0131 var tabii sava\u015f\u0131n; h\u0131rstan uzak, korkunun yasak taraf\u0131. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131nda vedalar eken, g\u00f6zlerinde ger\u00e7ekleri yakar. Korkamayacak kadar tehlikedir sava\u015f. \u00c7o\u011fu zaman elindeki silaha g\u00fcvenmekten \u00e7ok, kendi can\u0131ndan vazge\u00e7meye al\u0131\u015fmakt\u0131r. Kabullenilen sava\u015flarda, vedalar eken g\u00f6zler, vedalar b\u00fcy\u00fcten kalpleri \u00f6per. Bir umuttur ya kavu\u015fmak, aray\u0131nca bulunabilecekmi\u015f gibi, g\u00f6zlerinde bar\u0131\u015f\u0131 arayan \u00e7ocu\u011funa emanet eder bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n umudunu. Aray\u0131nca bulunamasa da, g\u00f6zlerinde b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kavu\u015fma hasreti derinle\u015ftirecektir, bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n kay\u0131p haritas\u0131n\u0131n silik \u00e7izgilerini. Bu y\u00fczden vedalarda yeti\u015fen \u00e7ocuktur, sava\u015f\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011finden s\u00f6ken. \u00d6nce sava\u015f\u0131 kendi y\u00fcre\u011finden s\u00f6ker, ard\u0131ndan sava\u015f\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fini\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
H\u0131rslar\u0131 susturan bar\u0131\u015f\u0131n kendisidir, vedalarda yeti\u015fen \u00e7ocuklar. Ya\u015f ald\u0131k\u00e7a, ya\u015fananlar\u0131n anlams\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlam bulur. Tekrar tatmak da istemez o korkuyu, kendi \u00e7ocu\u011funa emanet etmek de istemez, bir zamanlar kendi \u00e7ocuklu\u011funda babas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zlerinden ayr\u0131l\u0131kla ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bar\u0131\u015f\u0131. Bu y\u00fczden \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 en \u00e7ok, sava\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ocuklu\u011funda tatm\u0131\u015f babalar anlar. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc babalar bilir: Sava\u015f\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011finden s\u00f6k\u00fclen \u00e7ocu\u011fun g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesindedir korku. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc babalar bilir, mucizelerin katili sava\u015fta bir mucizedir \u00e7ocukluk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazar:<\/em> Berceste \u00d6zdemir<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cBir g\u00fcn sava\u015f ba\u015flar; sessizlik yemininin m\u00fch\u00fcrledi\u011fi dudaklar\u0131, can\u0131 ac\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k atmaya al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f dudaklar\u0131n \u00e7oktan kaybetti\u011fi vicdan\u0131na hapseder.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":60,"featured_media":3783,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n