(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunma s\u00fcresi yakla\u015f\u0131k 3 dakikad\u0131r.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u2026 her g\u00fcn\u00fc iki g\u00fcn gibi ya\u015famak da bundan<\/p>\n\n\n\n
bitti\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her g\u00fcn<\/p>\n\n\n\n
ba\u015fa sar\u0131yoruz ac\u0131lar\u0131\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
(Gen\u00e7o\u011flu, 2017)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc nedir? Sevmek, sava\u015fmak, cinsellik, yalan ya da sadece insan. \u0130nsan, var oldu\u011fu andan itibaren bir\u00e7ok \u015feyle sava\u015f\u0131r. Do\u011far, var olmak i\u00e7in sava\u015f\u0131r; b\u00fcy\u00fcr, \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmak i\u00e7in sava\u015f\u0131r; ya\u015flan\u0131r, hayatta kalmak i\u00e7in sava\u015f\u0131r. Do\u011fum, ya\u015fam, \u00f6l\u00fcm ve var olma \u00e7abas\u0131\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fumuz hayatta ya\u015f\u0131yor olmak m\u0131 insan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc? Nefes al\u0131yor olmak, her yeni g\u00fcne g\u00f6zlerini a\u00e7abilmek, pes etmeden bir g\u00fcn\u00fc bitirebilmek mi ya\u015famak?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Y\u0131llard\u0131r zaman\u0131n d\u00f6ng\u00fcsel oldu\u011funa dair onlarca teori \u00fcretilmi\u015ftir. Do\u011fdu\u011fu andan itibaren, d\u00f6ng\u00fcsel zaman\u0131n ona sunduklar\u0131yla sava\u015fan insan geli\u015fir. Do\u011fdu\u011funda tek sava\u015f\u0131 beslenmek olan bir bebek, b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e farkl\u0131 y\u00fckler ta\u015f\u0131mak zorunda kal\u0131r. \u0130nsan, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 her ya\u015fta yeni bir y\u00fck al\u0131r s\u0131rt\u0131na. Ya\u015f ald\u0131k\u00e7a, kendiyle olan sava\u015f\u0131 da d\u00fcnyayla olan sava\u015f\u0131 da artar. Duygular\u0131yla, kalbiyle, \u00f6fkesiyle tan\u0131\u015f\u0131r; a\u015fk ile tan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u0130zledi\u011fi a\u015fk filmlerini ger\u00e7ek sanan, toz pembe g\u00f6zl\u00fckleriyle d\u00fcnyay\u0131 seyreden \u00e7ocuk, bir anda yeti\u015fkinlik aynas\u0131yla ger\u00e7ekleri g\u00f6r\u00fcr. D\u00f6ng\u00fcsel zaman, insan\u0131 d\u00f6ng\u00fcsel ac\u0131larla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r. \u201cArt\u0131k bitti, yapamam.\u201d dedi\u011fi anda, yeniden aya\u011fa kalkmak zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131r insan\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc canl\u0131lar, vah\u015fi do\u011fada nas\u0131l sava\u015fmadan kalam\u0131yorsa, insan da g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz medeniyetinde sava\u015fmadan var olamaz. Sildi\u011fi g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 kalkan\u0131 yap\u0131p her do\u011fan g\u00fcnde yeniden sava\u015fa girer insan. \u00dcstelik bu sava\u015fta, size g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcz, g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz ya da ne istedi\u011finiz sorulmaz. Y\u00fczme bilip bilmedi\u011finiz sorulmadan, okyanusun ortas\u0131nda buluverirsiniz kendinizi. Bazen \u00e7abalad\u0131k\u00e7a daha dibe batar, kocaman bir hi\u00e7likte kaybolmak istersiniz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n kendiyle verdi\u011fi en b\u00fcy\u00fck sava\u015flardan biri, kalbinin \u00f6z\u00fcnde yatan a\u015fkt\u0131r. Girmek istemeseniz de sizi al\u0131p \u00f6yle bir noktaya getirir ki bu sava\u015f, t\u00fcm hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ve \u00fcst\u00fcne kurdu\u011funuz do\u011frular\u0131 bir anda tersine \u00e7evirir. Korkar ya da ka\u00e7arsan\u0131z yenilirsiniz. Ba\u015far\u0131rsan\u0131z da hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n en g\u00fczel galibiyetini kazan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. Verdi\u011finiz t\u00fcm bu sava\u015flara de\u011fecek bir hik\u00e2yeyi ba\u015flat\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. \u00d6yle bir hikayedir ki bu, her insanda farkl\u0131 renge d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Kimini sonu olmayan bir karanl\u0131\u011fa, kimini ise kocaman bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7eviriverir. Kimi i\u00e7in bir cenaze evi gibi yas, kimi i\u00e7inse yeni do\u011fan bir bebe\u011fin masumiyeti gibidir a\u015fk. Elinde balonlar\u0131, tek iste\u011fi ak\u00fcl\u00fc arabas\u0131na binmek olan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun i\u00e7indeki sevin\u00e7tir a\u015fk. K\u0131sacas\u0131 her \u015feyiyle a\u015fk, insan\u0131n hem en b\u00fcy\u00fck yenilgisi, hem de en b\u00fcy\u00fck hediyesidir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fam ad\u0131 verilen bu muharebe, insan\u0131n var oldu\u011fu ilk andan, son nefesine kadar verdi\u011fi bir sava\u015f i\u015fte. \u0130nsan ise her g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131yla, kalbini ba\u015ftan yaratan a\u015fk\u0131yla ve ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 her yarayla en \u00e7etin sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131. Verdi\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn sava\u015flarla, yani \u00f6z\u00fcyle insan, bu d\u00fcnya i\u00e7in sadece gelip ge\u00e7ici bir varl\u0131k ancak kendi hik\u00e2yesi i\u00e7inde en \u00f6nemli kahramand\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yazar: <\/em>Eda Nur Ekmek\u00e7io\u011flu<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u015eiir:<\/em> S\u0131la Gen\u00e7o\u011flu, \u201cAnlatsam Ge\u00e7er Mi?\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cVerdi\u011fi b\u00fct\u00fcn sava\u015flarla, yani \u00f6z\u00fcyle insan, bu d\u00fcnya i\u00e7in sadece gelip ge\u00e7ici bir varl\u0131k ancak kendi hik\u00e2yesi i\u00e7inde en \u00f6nemli kahramand\u0131r.\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":3780,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4,1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n