(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k 4 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cHavas\u0131 g\u00fcne\u015fli, do\u011fas\u0131 temiz bir \u00fclke g\u00fczel y\u00f6nlerinden ziyade insanlar\u0131yla dikkat \u00e7ekermi\u015f. Bu \u00fclkede her bebek \u00f6fkeyle do\u011far, onu besler b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcr ve \u00f6fkeyle \u00f6l\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. Ne uzun y\u0131llar buraya u\u011frayan \u00e2limler ne de egemen olan h\u00fck\u00fcmdarlar buna \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcretebilmi\u015f. \u00dclke i\u00e7inde huzursuzluk, sevgisizlik ve ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcs\u00fczl\u00fck had safhadaym\u0131\u015f. \u00d6fkeli insanlar hep ka\u015flar\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131k gezer, \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131da ya da sokakta d\u00f6v\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, laf dala\u015f\u0131na girermi\u015f. T\u00fcm bu karga\u015fan\u0131n sebebinin \u00f6fkeden kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilseler de ellerinden pek bir \u015fey gelmezmi\u015f. Birbirleriyle kanl\u0131 b\u0131\u00e7akl\u0131 olanlar ve \u00fclkenin lanetli oldu\u011funa inananlar d\u00fcnyan\u0131n farkl\u0131 yerlerine g\u00f6\u00e7 etmi\u015fler. Ancak bu \u00e7abalar sonu\u00e7suz kalm\u0131\u015f, do\u011fan \u00e7ocuklar yine \u00f6fkeyle do\u011fuyor, oraya gidenler yerli halkla kavgaya devam ediyormu\u015f. Zamanla \u00f6fkeli insanlara al\u0131\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve normal insanlar da onlar gibi olmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/em>\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ikinci kap\u0131s\u0131 b\u00f6ylece a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130lk kap\u0131dan giren \u00c2dem ile Havva\u2019n\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 korku ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131k kap\u0131s\u0131 kapanarak tarihe kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131. D\u00fcnyaya gelen t\u00fcm insanlar art\u0131k a\u00e7\u0131lan yeni kap\u0131dan yery\u00fcz\u00fcne ad\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 at\u0131yor ve nasibini de bir \u00f6m\u00fcr kalbinde ta\u015f\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131 duyguyla al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0130kinci kap\u0131dan girenlerin yap\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131 \u00f6fke oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in bu ta\u015f\u0131 hayatlar\u0131n\u0131n merkezine koyup \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00f6nce fikirlerini sonra da davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 in\u015fa ediyorlard\u0131. Y\u0131\u011f\u0131n bir kaya haline gelen eserlerinin fark\u0131nda olsalar da art\u0131k de\u011fi\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in \u00e7abalam\u0131yorlard\u0131. Ge\u00e7mi\u015ftekiler denemi\u015f fakat ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131z olmu\u015ftu, \u00f6\u011frenilmi\u015f \u00e7aresizlikle yeni nesil hayat\u0131na devam ediyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Farkl\u0131 duygular\u0131n\u0131 hen\u00fcz yitirmemelerine ra\u011fmen bir bardak suya damlat\u0131lan ac\u0131 gibi kalan duygular\u0131 da i\u00e7inde \u00f6fke bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131yordu. Sular\u0131 kana kana i\u00e7mek istediklerinde dilleri uyu\u015fuyor, a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131 ac\u0131dan yan\u0131yordu. Evet duygular\u0131 vard\u0131 ama tatlar\u0131 yoktu. \u201cSevgi\u201dlerin ac\u0131ms\u0131 tad\u0131 \u201csamimiyetsizlik\u201dti. S\u00f6ylem tatl\u0131 olsa bile fikir ve davran\u0131\u015flar masumiyet bar\u0131nd\u0131rm\u0131yordu. \u201cG\u00fcven\u201d i\u00e7ilince b\u0131rak\u0131lan tat \u201c\u00e7\u0131kar\u201d oluyordu. S\u00f6zc\u00fckler ve g\u00f6zler ne\u015fe sa\u00e7sa da fikirler \u00f6fkeden kaplanm\u0131\u015f art niyettendi. \u201cMerhamet\u201d ise \u201cg\u00f6steri\u015f\u201d tad\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7inden geldi\u011fi gibi de\u011fil d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kadard\u0131 davran\u0131\u015flar. \u201cSadakat\u201din tad\u0131 \u201ctutsakl\u0131k\u201dt\u0131. S\u00f6z vermek ya da ba\u011fl\u0131l\u0131k yemini etmek sadece dilde kal\u0131yor, zihin bunu tutsakl\u0131k olarak g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00d6fkeli insanlar\u0131n torunlar\u0131 olarak ge\u00e7mi\u015ftekilere g\u00f6re bu duyguyu k\u00f6t\u00fc ilan ederek az \u00e7ok kontrol edip a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kmas\u0131n\u0131 engelleyebiliyoruz. Ancak insanl\u0131k hala ikinci kap\u0131dan d\u00fcnyaya girmeye devam ettik\u00e7e a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131zdaki ac\u0131l\u0131k her daim kalarak bize i\u00e7imizde \u00f6fke oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlatmaya devam edecek. Kim bilir belki yeni bir olayla \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r ve insan olman\u0131n temel duygusu de\u011fi\u015ferek bizleri \u015fa\u015f\u0131rt\u0131r. <\/p>\n\n\n\n Yazar: Beyza Nur F\u0131nd\u0131kc\u0131<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Sular\u0131 kana kana i\u00e7mek istediklerinde dilleri uyu\u015fuyor, a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131 ac\u0131dan yan\u0131yordu. Evet duygular\u0131 vard\u0131 ama tatlar\u0131 yoktu. \u201cSevgi\u201dlerin ac\u0131ms\u0131 tad\u0131 \u201csamimiyetsizlik\u201dti. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":52,"featured_media":3183,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,4],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\n