{"id":3060,"date":"2021-04-22T16:24:07","date_gmt":"2021-04-22T13:24:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=3060"},"modified":"2021-04-22T16:24:10","modified_gmt":"2021-04-22T13:24:10","slug":"araf","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/araf","title":{"rendered":"Araf"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

(Bu yaz\u0131n\u0131n okunmas\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131k 2 dakika s\u00fcrmektedir.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U\u00e7urumun kenar\u0131nda duruyorum. Elbisemin t\u00fclden etekleri r\u00fczg\u00e2rda u\u00e7u\u015fuyor. R\u00fczg\u00e2r beni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 itiyor. D\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczereyim. Burnuma ta\u015f\u0131nan yasemin kokusunu i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekiyorum. G\u00f6zlerimi kapat\u0131yorum ama her \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum, duyuyorum, her h\u00fccremde hissediyorum. \u00c7evremle bir b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcm.
G\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7\u0131yorum. Yava\u015f\u00e7a a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 bak\u0131yorum. K\u0131vr\u0131larak akan masmavi nehir her zamankinden daha hiddetli. R\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n \u015fiddetine kap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, dalgalanarak ak\u0131yor. Tertemiz suda bembeyaz k\u00f6p\u00fckler y\u00fckseliyor. Kim bilir hangi deniz k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ruhu diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum i\u00e7imden.
Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p kar\u015f\u0131ma bak\u0131yorum. U\u00e7urumun di\u011fer ucuna. Upuzun \u00e7amlarla kapl\u0131 ormana. R\u00fczg\u00e2r re\u00e7ine kokusunu getiriyor bu sefer burnuma. Kocaman a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n y\u00fcceli\u011fi korkutuyor beni, kar\u015f\u0131lar\u0131nda zay\u0131f ve k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hissediyorum. Sonra onca a\u011fac\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir ceylan g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum. Masum g\u00f6zleriyle etrafa bakan, hoplayan, z\u0131playan bir ceylan. Sevgi ve heyecan dolu. A\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc onu etkilemiyor, cesaretini k\u0131rm\u0131yor. Patikas\u0131n\u0131 bulmu\u015f, sekerek ilerliyor.
G\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flar\u0131n sesini duyuyorum birden. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131yorum. O kadar \u00e7oklar ki. Bu g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131 yaratan da onlar\u0131n kanat \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131\u015flar\u0131ym\u0131\u015f gibi hissediyorum. Beni iten, ate\u015fleyen, destekleyen r\u00fczg\u00e2r, u\u00e7mam\u0131 isteyen kanatlard\u0131r belki. G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakt\u0131k\u00e7a i\u00e7ime huzur doluyor. Zihnimin derinliklerinden bir ses yank\u0131lan\u0131yor: “Atla”. Ses her zamankinden farkl\u0131, bu sefer umutla yank\u0131lan\u0131yor. Daha cesur, daha karal\u0131.
Bir sonraki g\u00f6\u00e7 mevsiminde g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fczere veda ediyorum g\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flara. Sonra derin bir nefes al\u0131yorum. Ci\u011ferlerim havadan, kalbim heyecandan patlayacak gibi hissediyorum. Atl\u0131yorum. Havada s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken r\u00fczg\u00e2r beni kanatland\u0131r\u0131yor, s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum, rahatl\u0131yorum. Kar\u015f\u0131daki ormana do\u011fru u\u00e7uyorum. Sert\u00e7e a\u011fa\u00e7lara \u00e7arp\u0131yorum. A\u011fa\u00e7lar beni yava\u015flat\u0131yor. \u0130ki aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum. Dik duruyorum, can\u0131m yan\u0131yor. Ama i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekti\u011fim re\u00e7ine kokusuna de\u011fer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazar: G\u00f6ksu Keskin<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“Can\u0131m yan\u0131yor. Ama i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekti\u011fim re\u00e7ine kokusuna de\u011fer. “<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":51,"featured_media":3061,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"yoast_head":"\nAraf | Ak\u0131l Defterim<\/title>\n<meta name=\"description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta name=\"robots\" content=\"index, follow, max-snippet:-1, max-image-preview:large, max-video-preview:-1\" \/>\n<link rel=\"canonical\" href=\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/araf\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:locale\" content=\"tr_TR\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:type\" content=\"article\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:title\" content=\"Araf | Ak\u0131l Defterim\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:description\" content=\"Psikoloji \u00f6\u011frencilerinin kaleminden yaz\u0131lar.\" \/>\n<meta property=\"og:url\" content=\"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/araf\" \/>\n<meta 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