{"id":1946,"date":"2020-04-20T02:55:40","date_gmt":"2020-04-19T23:55:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/?p=1946"},"modified":"2020-04-20T02:55:43","modified_gmt":"2020-04-19T23:55:43","slug":"hos-geldim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tpocg.org\/blog\/hos-geldim","title":{"rendered":"HO\u015e GELD\u0130M"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Ba\u015ftan s\u00f6yleyeyim; Bu bir “yeniden” yaz\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. Kalemi ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131 yeniden ele al\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kutluyorum. \u0130\u015fte sizi uyar\u0131yor olu\u015fumun sebebi bu: afilli c\u00fcmleler beklemeyin benden. Zira bana biraz k\u00fcsk\u00fcn ilham perim. Bir de \u00f6nceden belirli bir defterim ve kalemlikteki kalemlerden hep ayr\u0131 tuttu\u011fum bir de kalemim olurdu ara ara yazmak i\u00e7in. \u015eimdi rastgele bir defter sayfas\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131m ve hani \u015fu markalar\u0131n e\u015fantiyon olarak verdi\u011fi kalemlerden birini elime ald\u0131m. \u00c7ok bo\u015flad\u0131m kelimeleri biliyorum ama yaz\u0131n\u0131n ucu olumlu noktalara \u00e7\u0131kacak hissediyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00fcz\u00fcnlenince ka\u011f\u0131da kaleme sar\u0131lan birisiydim. Ne\u015feli, mutluluk verici, pozitif \u015feyler nas\u0131l anlat\u0131l\u0131r bilmezdim. 2018’e girerken depresif ruh halini ve toksik insanlar\u0131 hayat\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131karmay\u0131 kendime yeni y\u0131l hedefi olarak belirlemi\u015ftim. O zamandan bu zamana \u015f\u00f6yle bir bakt\u0131m da her \u015fey kendimi sevmeyi \u00f6\u011frenmemle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. Bir de her duyguyu ya\u015famay\u0131 kabullenmek ve duygular\u0131n bedenimde ortaya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum ama bunu tam da beceriyorum denilemez. Kabullenici olmak biraz zormu\u015f. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yaln\u0131z kalmay\u0131 seven insanlardan de\u011filim. Hatta yaln\u0131z kalmay\u0131 pek beceremem. Bana iyi gelmedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum genel anlamda bakacak olursam. Duygular\u0131m\u0131, anlar\u0131m\u0131 ve an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 payla\u015fmaktan zevk al\u0131r\u0131m. Payla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a \u00e7o\u011falaca\u011f\u0131na inananlardan\u0131m. Siz bana i\u00e7ten bir “ho\u015f geldin” deyin; “ho\u015f buldum” \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 da benden olsun:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nil Karaibrahimgil\u2019den Gen\u00e7li\u011fime Sevgilerimle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne demi\u015f Nil: “Abart, \u00e7o\u011falt, parlat” <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Yazar: Melis Tun\u00e7<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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